Demon Days, Apparitions, and My Last Day on Earth

"Summer don't know meHe just let me love in my sea'Cause I do know, loveFrom you that, just dying"- Gorillaz, "El Mañana"-----Ahhh, Gorillaz.I love them.Demon Days, a super old album by them ( its from 2005 ), was awesome.Songs I loved from album...# Six.) Feel Good Inc.# Seven.) El Mañana&&# Twelve.) DareI just had to share that^__^-----Sometime around 5:00 a.m. I woke up to see a...
March 7th, 2011 at 12:51am

Living In Fear and Regrets

"You'll never know why your face has haunted meMy very soul has to bleed this timeAnother hole in the wall of my inner defensesLeaving me heartless, the reason I know"- Disturbed "Stricken"I woke up and nearly died. Why? Because I woke up to be reminded of September 11, 2001, the day my parents died.In New York, terrorists attacked the Twin Towers.Unfortunately, my parents were in the first...
February 1st, 2011 at 11:16pm

The Great Rubberband Idea

"I shut the door and turn all the lights outAnd listen to all the songs that the night shoutsThey go something like this"Call me crazy, say what you want, because I'll agree.But, anyay, I've kinda been thinking. I have a friend. She's really cool. Bbut, at home, she's iften upset. And she cuts herself. And, I'm realky against. So, I've tried to help.I think i found a solution. Rubberbands.When I...
January 31st, 2011 at 11:44pm

Go Friggin' Die ! ( Secretly, I'm sad, but I'll hide that )

" Sometimes I question, why I'm still heteSometimes I think I'm going crazyCan you help me understand? "- Escape the Fate " Something "Crappy mood + writer's block + annoying kids in group home screaming = my bipolar - ness on overdriveUghh! And when I'm not doing anything I tend to think about the past. Whish SOOO isn't a good thing. I hope sharing this helps...Remember the 9/11 attack? Well my...
January 31st, 2011 at 03:54am

Hope, Laughing, and Superheros

"A broken promise is as good as a lie"- Slipknot "All Hope Is Gone"---------------Have you ever had the feeling that yiur life is a lie? Like, it's just dream you'll wake up from and laugh at? If you answered yes I wish I was you. Sadly, I know my life is true. How do I know? A life like mines couldn't fall into the 'dream' category. Ohh no, not close. I've been lied to, abused, tormented, and...
January 29th, 2011 at 10:13pm