he-paints-me-blue / Comments

Hey. Missed you. I've been busy making photoshops, well they're all I'm addicted to right now. Check out some of my crappy work on the Photos section of my profile.

Um, nothing much is going on in my life. Mostly because I'm putting everything to the back of my mind so i can concentrate on my finals coming up.

So, what about you? Hope you get on some time soon.

haha yeah Scott....it took me a while to get used to too. And I am going to tell you ONE secret about the new and improved version...Millie is addicted to drugs and James and Scott and hers friendship takes awhile to get into and Millie starts out as a total bitch. It is so much better. And it is like how Millie was in the beginning only intensified...and she was never addicted to drugs in the first one...but that is going to be one of the big things. and she isn't going to find out about the ALL for a while into the story....

it is SO exciting I love it so much more!

yeah I know you love me and I am really happy about that :] lol

yeah the whole Kalen thing is really depressing and it fucking SUCKs...uh I actually talk to him quite often...sometimes everyday...we're still friends...sorta....lol :]

yeah I don't smoke...I will NEVER smoke at least I hope I never will. My brother died from lung cancer....and I am sworn to never smoke because I don't want to end up like him. But I'm probably on my way there anyway...I'm not addicted to anything...well I wouldn't actually know cause I have never tried to stop...but I don't THINK i'm addicted to anything lol...and it isn't like huge drugs...like heroine or somthing lol

but yeah...I have met veryy few teenagers that don't go through all this too...

maybe it is just the curse of being a teenager...

oh and Emo Is Love is going to have a new name and it is going to be WAY different than what you read. Same story line just better and Kentons name is Scott now not Kenton but James is the same lol

hhaha its cool. I wish I could have met him. He seemed like such a great guy. my boyfriend did and said he was really cool

haha yeah it wasn't really cool when my sister first got the cut lol :] but it looks awesome now :]

bahaha

yeah it was Kalen who made me the first times and it was Kalen who mades me start again the second time and then my wonderful best friend Manda; of whom i could not live with out and own my LIFE to; helped me stop the second time and I love her for it.

like I hated doing it but it was so addicting and I never really told anyone about it but Kalen and then when we had the HUGE fight and everything the urges just started coming back and so I gave in and one night I litteraly was considering taking my own life...so I told Manda and she talked me out of it...and that is why I owe her my life...cause she saved it.

but that is enough of my sob story :]

I'm all good now...til Kalen comes to visit again...god I always dread those weekends and breaks...they are HORRID and I usually slip back into my depressed state...which I hate lol

and then well...then the drugs but that is another story for a different day.

I love you...you know that right? :]

ugh I hate burning myself!

one time I was dumb enough to set my fucking palm on the stove...I didn't realize I had done it til lik 5 or 6 seconds after setting my hand down and the my whole fucking palm was burnt off. I had to get a skin graft and I couldn't use that hand for like 4 months. THAT was my worst burn...

:]

I have a lot of scars but I like scars...they're cool :] my favorite is my sisters! She was getting onto a boat and the propeller hit her thy and left a HUGE WHITE scar :] it is quite amazing...

the few scars I don't like are the one that I could have stopped from happening...like my cutting scars. They will forever haunt me even though I stopped cutting over 2 months ago. And everytime I look at my arms and legs they're there staring back at me...

but any way :]

I really should do somthing about this rambling thing...because you SAY you don't mind...but secretly I think you do :] lol

I fucking burnt myself again :]

haha

I have this thing were I burn myself more than anyone in the world! I don't know i got it from my mom. and like they aren't little burns they are like fucking second & third degree burns and they hurt like hell!! and now i can't feel my finger!

one of these days i am going to burn all the skin off on my hand...oh wait that all ready happened!

okay...that is enough of my ranting :] lol

lol same here.
I really try to make myself go on but then I just procrastinate and
do something else instead.
Right now I'm in a mixture of dancing to a song and watching a scary horror movie.
xD

haha. woah. my mom detets hot topic. She never wants me to in there. But my mom doesnt care about piercings. I am going to get my nose pierced on the side.
Dying my hair has kind of .. I dont know. but its sort of getting dry. But I really like the colour in it, so I am not going to change it. hahha

Oh I agree that sleeping is better.
My mom would never recommend me to dye my hair, but to quote you, I have my rebel moments.
And I am going to have really bad hair when I am older.. I dont know why but it feels like I should stop dying it but I hate the roots

yeah its better then because no one can really control you when your 18.. well thats my opinion. And thanks.. my hair is ... ehh.. I am going to dye it something wierd probably. Probably blonde and purple

yeah it is. I read your info on your profile. your going to get a lip ring? sweet! aha

Hey... thnaks for commenting on my new people thread thing =)

haha yeah...I totally dropped the sequal on MCBC cause I got sick of typing up things :] but I am almost done with it, I just never updated and people kept getting mad so I just told them to back off and I was dropping it...I think it got a few people mad but they were getting on my nerves and I couldn't stand it!

:]W

*GASP!*

I couldn't LIVE with out a hot topic! That is where I shop! Well I shop and Zummies and Anchor Blue too...but mostly Hot Topic! :[ I really couldn't live with out that store...

but ours is really small anyway lol :] our whole mall is like so small I don't think you could actually call it a mall...lol

Hey hun I'm sorry I haven't been on latly. I'll be on more tonight so if you wanna catch up, then I'd love to talk and plan.

I haven't been talking as much as I used to, even in real life. I'm slightly beginning to worry about that.

hahah I talk MORE in real life than I do on the internet and through texting.

:]

OO You are going to see my chem to! We match! :] lol

I also don't say lol as much in real like, actually I don't say lol at all because that would make me look like a fucking prep and I would hate that because they ANNOY me!

haha I don't dye my hair...It is it's natural color. :] I do however get extentions every once in a while when I want a change so I do get them randomly, but usually my hair is like really short :] bahaha

I am rewriting Emo is Love in third person...and I don't know how it is turning out...so I don't know if I am going to keep going in third...but I like writing in third more now...I dunno why but I do. :] and then there is that new story that I am writing and I don't really know where I am going to go with that one...I was originally going to go with it a different way and then I totally changed my mind and now I am having the darndest time writing it...

okay so maybe I do talk a lot :]

but there is no harm in THAT!

I have been kinda sucky lately...

uhh cause all the things with Kalen and him moving and then us breaking up...

but things are getting better...I get to go to a My Chemical Romance concert on the 11th and I am SO excited! but yeah

how bout you?

hahaha yeah it's me!!!!

:]

I was hoping you would get it was me from that comment.

:]

No I haven't posted it yet cause I am rewriting it first but I will tell you when I DO post it, for sure!

I love you wifey! :]

lol its ok, i just thought i should remind you lol.

well its better than nothing XD

Nothin much tbh, ive been hanging out with my best friend and my n e w boyfriend (XD) alot so.. lol

what about you?

Kim
xoxo

so I'm thinking....

I'm going to post Millie and Kenton's story on here....

think I should??

:]]