Written December 26, 2011( I thought I would put it here too.)

Today was kinda weird for me, I felt like something was off, deeply off. Like I just hit the Rictor scale of my soul, balance had been lost a centered crushed.Completely and utterly disheveled. Beautiful.I don’t understand many things, in fact compared to all the knowledge looming around the world, I know nothing.A small almost unimportant amount of knowledge I have, however, its important to...
April 17th, 2011 at 05:32am

JUST TALK

I need someone to talk to,Well not just someoneBut I shouldn’t.I really shouldn’t because I don’t ever want to get dependent.People like me; we can’t really afford to be dependent on anyone.But I wont lie a friend right now would be really nice, especially to help sort out these thoughts.I would call Caroline, but she is living in a boarding school and doesn’t have time, also, I fear we...
April 8th, 2011 at 03:50am

I hate goodbye Two letters I have yet to reply too. I really should write back. But what would I say?

Hi Michelle,I really enjoyed meeting you and going to your Halloween play. You’re such a beautiful, sweet, intelligent young lady and I’m proud to say that I met you. I know that you’ll succeed in whatever you decide to do in life. Keep your wonderful personality, your sense of humor and your tolerance for the differences in others. If you ever need anything you can consider me a friend and...
March 24th, 2011 at 04:31am

SMILE

I just wish the rest of the world wouldn’t have to see him as a disfigurement, but as a person—a young person with a beautiful smile.* * *Today I was feeling particularly insecure; I was at Fiesta Texas theme park. I didn’t have a lot of make up on, just foundation. I was also wearing a tank top, which is something I rarely do. Not because I’m overweight or too thin, but because I have...
March 14th, 2011 at 06:52pm

Dear Evan

Dear EvanI can’t take the time to express my hatred towards youHow you yell at me over the silliest thingsAnd then call your self a good person for doing soI almost prefer the days when we didn’t talkHow you ignored my presence pure blissI find it confusing how much you love me when your friends are aroundYet treat me like shit when they are gonePerhaps it’s because you’re afraid they...
March 9th, 2011 at 05:53am

I Just Cant Get Over His Smile

I Just Cant Get Over His SmileI remember, very clearly. Vivid, bright, devastating.First glace, oh I have heard of him.Second Glance, what a nerd, perfect example of someone I would never “get with”Third Glance, wait, why inst he looking at me as much as I’m looking at him…I remember the day I met you. I won’t lie, the first thought that passed threw my mind, was “this guy is the...
February 20th, 2011 at 02:34am