The Great Amimarievee.

I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you to my best friend, Ami. Or as you know her, amimarievee. She has been there for me no matter what for over five years and we've both changed a lot in that amount of time but we've both accepted those changes in each other a maintained our friendship. But the main point of this blog is to thank her for helping me so much with my writing. You guys...
February 27th, 2014 at 02:36am

The Avenged Sevenfold Fan Base?

I don't normally do this sort of thing but I've got a chip on my shoulder about this immature shit. I don't know how many of you have noticed this but I keep see things, mainly on Tumblr, about how unhappy the guys of Avenged Sevenfold are with their wives. I worry about them because I care about them as human beings so when I read that it bothers me but one thing that I think people forget is...
January 31st, 2014 at 02:34am

My new Avenged Sevenfold story 'Man With No Country'.

So I've started a new story. It's a little different than anything I've ever done before because it's a crossover. It's an Avenged Sevenfold & a Sons of Anarchy story. Most of the story is told from Matt's point of view but the world is the SOA world that the amazing Kurt Sutter created. I'm posting the link to the story here and for now until the site is fixed you can read the prologue to...
June 15th, 2013 at 02:26am

Self Righteous Hard On and Social Anxiety.

So, I've been a slump lately where I feel like I'm alone and have no friends and that it was their fault but what I'm starting to realize is that it's actually mine. I've almost had this 'better than you' attitude that I didn't even know was there. I know myself and I know what I like and don't like to do but that doesn't mean that I have to get an almost self righteous hard on over it. I am who I...
February 20th, 2013 at 04:34am

I will get out of this place.

After today I've decided I will not live here once I graduate from College. This town is lost to drugs in a big bad way. These past few days have been horrible.A couple of days ago a man who was high on meth broke into my sisters car which was sitting in front of her apartment. Her husband was asleep and she got up with her 4 mo. old little girl and saw him sitting in her car. So she opened the...
January 16th, 2013 at 05:44am

There was a shooting at my College and I'm so scared.

I'm so scared and worried right now. There was a shooting at my college and all we know is that two people are dead and one is injured. I'm so fucking scared, both my family and friends go to this school. I've heard from one cousin who I know is there but as for like 7 friends I don't know if they're dead or alive right now. Two of my dearest friends have night classes there and I can't get up...
January 16th, 2013 at 01:13am

Pray For Me and a new story.

Hello my loveliesOkay so, I've decided to take a break from Pray For Me. I love that story it's just exhausting to write cause it requires so much thought and preparation because I'm a perfectionist and I want it to be as close to reality as it can be. But it's also a sad and rather depressing story to tell at times and it's about to get to a hard point I just don't think I have it in me to write...
January 12th, 2013 at 04:13am

Question and Answer Blog.

Okay, so I've seen a few of these before and I like the idea and I'm rather bored so here it goes....Ask me questions!Nothing is off limits!Ask me about life and death, TV and Movies, Music and Books, Stories and Song Writing.I promise I'll answer all your questions as truthfully as I can. Just make sure you ready to deal with the truth. :)Please people I'm bored to death!And if that isn't enough...
January 8th, 2013 at 05:06am

I Just Don't Know, I Need Some Advise.

So, you know some shit is foul in my head when I actually have to write a blog. I just really need some advise right now. I'm so fucking afraid thanks to the saying, "True love only happens once". And here's why, I've only ever been in love with one person and our relationship was so easy. It just worked until we had a first big fight and broke up. We remained friends although it killed me to be...
December 11th, 2012 at 03:20am

That’s what everyone wants right, a purpose?

I don’t think the floor has ever been as cold it was that night. The lights seemed brighter and every noise seemed louder. I had deiced that I had endured enough. I’d tried for so long to find a reason to fight on but I came up with nothing. I tried to reach out for help but the only thing I heard was “Your Crazy!” or “You’re selfish for even thinking that!” So, I decide if no one...
August 29th, 2012 at 12:40am

I miss you and it’s the most intensely horrid thing I’ve ever felt.

I don’t exactly know how to start this, I guess that because I don’t really know how to say what I need to say so I’m just gonna say it. I miss you and it’s the most intensely horrid thing I’ve ever felt. It’s like I don’t even want to live anymore but I know that I have to. And I hate myself for missing you cause it’s my fault that you’re where you are. I meant it when I said...
August 17th, 2012 at 11:36pm

I'm sick of being judged for the clothes I wear and the music I listen to.

Alright so it would seem that Facebook is no longer a place you post what's on your mind and things that you like but is more of a place you you say what everyone wants to hear. I made the mistake of posting something good about Obama and it would seem that that means that I don't believe in God. Which i don't but that's a whole different blog.I just wish people would understand that not everyone...
August 14th, 2012 at 05:57am