Today while I was scrolling through Facebook, bored and lazy as usual, when a status caught my eye. It was a quote that I really feel some connection to. The quote is:"If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don't like. I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn't mean you got to stop living."Not sure where it came from, but it really hit home for me. I killed...

I haven't really written anything in over 5 years that I put effort into. I want that to change. I'm just not quite sure how to so. I have ideas, but no energy to bring the story to life.I don't know. I just feel really stuck right now and I'd like to write it out, but it's proving to be harder than usual. I did write a new short story of sorts, that I posted. (I think) So,that was good.But yeah....

Hi everyone. I haven't been here in about 3 years... Pretty long time. I haven't been writing much because of life and adulthood, but I hope to get back into writing regularly (or semi-regularly) again. For anyone who sees this, feel free to check out my old stuff. I'll have new work up soon, I hope. I've been working on a few stories of the horror genre, it's a bit different than my norm but I...

I'm not encouraging drug use. If you don't want to read about it, then don't. If you have any interest in the topic, go ahead. This is my personal experience, along with some information on the drug "Dextromethorphan"DXM is short for Dextromethorphan. In small amounts its a very effective cough suppressant, but in large amounts it is a very powerful dissociative drug. Keep in mind that codine and...

It's a curious thing, insomnia is. Everything is exhausted. Body, mind, soul... Every single part of your being is screaming for rest. For a few minutes of drifting through time, if that's not too much to ask. You lay, staring at the cracks in the ceiling, counting eyelashes through eyes that are heavy lidded and almost unable to stay open. But sleep doesn't come. You can't shut off your mind....

I'm not sure if this is allowed, but I'm going to show you all some of my art and body mods. I'm a tattoo artist in training, as well as a modification enthusiast, so... Yeah.http://i112.photobucket.com/albums/n196/Shantheta/002.jpgThis is the first tattoo I did on myself.http://i51.tinypic.com/4uaql2.jpgNewest tattoo, a day after I finished...

And then she died. I wouldn't have even noticed, if it wasn't for her chest ceasing to rise and fall, and the heart monitor squealing an eerie flat line that immediately registered as the ear shattering sound of death. For weeks I watched her as she grew closer and closer to the edge of abyss. I watched the pink fade from her cheeks, and her eyes sink into her skull. The muscle and fat seemed to...

Hopefully I keep updating on here. I have a terrible habit of not updating things, but I think that all of the readers on here will motivate me to get my butt in gear.Anyway, I'm not sure what I'm supposed to write in here. Do anyone even really read journal entries? I have no idea. But if you're reading this, hi. Welcome to my world. My name's Jonah Jase -Lastname-, and I'm 17 years old. I'm from...