You ever feel like you know something is coming to an end? You can almost taste it.Or worse, you already know the outcome but you just need it to happen to make it concrete.Drinking every other night isn't healthy nor is my negativity about life. When did I get here? Why have I strayed from the simplicity of sitting in a chair and being surrounded by warm laughs?Then there's Brand New's song,...

So much has happened. Many things has shaped my life into this unknown realm I'm lingering in. Watched the most important being in my life this April, drift away as her heart slowly flattened in front of us. Even now it's scary to think how she's really gone and that's all to it. I miss her so much, but I thank her, my mother for making us strong. But upon this, me and my ex couldn't get over this...

I see the narrow of their lies, sing a soft lullaby in the midst of my long black hair. The Circus plays in my head; as a result, the beauty of the accordion takes toll. I'm at my peak. The feeling of being lucid, is now a feeling of distraught. Now I'm back at where it all started. Screw the green, screw the hands that kept me whole, and screw the complexity of their troubled souls. And yet, I...

Since I've been gone, three major things have happened that has shaped my life:• My mother died three times, and came back to life. She's been in the hospital for a month as of today.• In the mix of all the chaos with almost losing my mother and my anxiety sky rocketing - I found a guy to "romantically" let loose. I love how he's able to understand that I don't want a relationship at all, I...

Just checking if life exits around me and I'm also trying to fix my layout. I will delete this as soon as I "understand" it. Sorry for the inconvenience, hope you guys will forgive me. Or maybe not! I have a rather suggestion to make to those who make contests. Well, it's not really a suggestion, more like a notification (I have no idea why I thought of suggestion, my bad). So feel free to keep...