My advice to you: If you ever move away, even temporarily, you had better be prepared to lose just about everything from that place you used to call home. You think that your home and people will be loyal and just fantastic. Hey! You're going to be proven wrong very quickly.Better advice: Cherish the memories. But, when the past drops you, drop the fucking past. You are in a different place, a...

Somedays, I sit and think. I look for something, that honestly, I know is not there for me. Why do I put myself through it? I guess I'm just stupid and enjoy hurting.I know that I have to deal with depression, just as a daily thing. Therefore, setting myself up for failure is just beyond me. I hope. I do. I shouldn't.I get told, often. Hey, perk up. Hey, you're pretty, just stop being so down....

More and more I find myself losing touch with both morals and meanings. All of the deep values that I used to live by, just seem to have no meaning. I no longer feel the urge to abide by strict study habits, or to upkeep the self-ritious attitude I used to pursue. The magic that exists, must only be found through the simple joys and relaxations of life. Music, calm, sun, sea; I can lose myself in...

Irrevocably true, yet unbelievable. Why do I feel like there is so much about life that is just not within my comprehension? Am I delving into philosopical issues? Most definately not theological. Never argue with someone who cannot see both sides of the debate. But why is life treated so similarly amongst all participants? Not to say life is a game, yet can it not be seen that way??This is what...

I’m going to be successful. I will not depend on others for this. I will live by myself. I love solitude, and I don’t constantly need people to make happy. I will do amazing things and love many people. Whether I find someone to spend my life with or not, it does not matter. I can be fulfilled without having someone. Jeeze, I will not have a disappointing life. I will have a good job, and I...