So you know how I see it?Throughout your younger years, you beileve in love the most. You fall for it the most. You want it the most.But it's gunna f*ck you over the most.It'll beat you down and tear you up and make you feel small...That's why I chose to just to wait. To wait and let someone come to me... And man did I think I was going to wait forever.But guess what, the wait is no longer(:I've...

You know those people that just talk talk talk talk talk talk talk... about themselves...?Yeahh, I know one... And I honestly don't know if they know how to STFU!!!! >.<He's a freshman. He's wicked tall. He's "large"...And annoying -_-He rides my bus; I can't wait 'til I get my effing lisence. -_-He tries to sit with me everyday... For a while I let him. And then he became a bloodsucking...

I'm done.I'm done trying to find someone perfect. I'm done with trying to make my dreams come true.I'm just going to let it happen. Let it happen when I least expect it...But I want so bad just to fall in love.I want my Mom to like him.I want my Dad to love him...I want him to be older.I want him to be strong.I want him to be funny.I want him to be nice.I want him to be fun...But you don't always...

Sooo, I don't really know if you guys know, but, I was dating this guy. Brandon...?For two months things were absolutely perfect! Then out of no where some b*tchie a$$ slut convinced him to break up with me. That was the Monday before Thanksgiving... So I spent the entire Thanksgiving week in Maine with my family and friends, just trying to forget about him...Little did I know... All he was doing...

are second chances all that bad?everyone deserves one, right?but what if he f*cks me over again?what if i believe those lies, again?but d*mn it i love him.i think i just might give in one last time...i might just let him tell me he loves me once again...but i will not let him take my heart. this time it's mine. and this time it'll be different. this time i won't let him use me like the fool he...

woah!i dreamt about him last night. why would i dream about him!? him!! he broke my heart. he took it from me, then threw it in the dirt, spat on it, and stomped all over it! he chose her over me! treated me as his biggest disappointment... so how could i have dreamt a dream like that, about him?! ...but God do i miss him...we kissed...what i would do to just have one more kiss.hhhh... jesus.the...

have you ever felt like you're so happy, but something is missing? like, the happiness you have right now, just isn't enough? ... dude, that is totally me.i'm so happy. i'm the happiest i've been in a long time. everything seems perfect, yah know? until i talk to him. that guy i met. and i feel like something is missing. i feel like things would be better if i could just go be with him. just hang...

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm(: ... Music ?I had an ipod for a long time, but I lost it about a month back at school, and so the only thing I wanted for my birthday/Christmas was an ipod or mp3 player. I didn't care. anything that played music, I would love! and yesterday was my birthday(: my daddys girlfriend and my older brother bought me a Creative Zen MP3 Player. it was a refurb, and everytime you lock it,...

soooooo...TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY!! :DDi'm 16 years old ^_^and, usually for my birthday, i get all these gifts and things. i never asked for anything. but, people got me things. but, this year, my family is in a financial rut, and my mom kept freaking out because she was afraid i'd be upset that i didn't get a sh*t ton of gifts. but, honestly, i don't mind! haha; its not the quantity, but the quality....

so, i have been really happy lately. :D if you've read my previous journal, you know that i met someone. and yeahh, that's pretty cool ^_^ annnnddd, i dunno, i just really love life at the moment.(: my birthday is in 3 days. (yay!) my friends are amazing, and i really enjoy being single(: i don't have to worry about trying to make someone happy all the time, just me ^_^ and i mean like, boyfriends...

i met someone.but nobody knows. only me, him, and my best friend.he's easy to talk to, and he makes me smile. he's just like me, and unbelievably adorlable!?i don't know if anything will happen with it. and i'm not going to let myself fall so fast, or throw my heart into something doubtful.but i'll let him make me happy.because i haven't cried myself to sleep in two nights. and it's an amazing...

so, how many of you out there feel totally alone in a world of happy people. like you are the only fucked up one... i know i do.yah see, i've had a pretty rough heartbreaking year. i'm not going to go into deep detail about it or anything, because honestly, who gives a fuckk?but it's like, i go on Facebook and all i see is happy status's and happy pictures and happy people in happy relationships!...

Hey y'all. I know I've already posted an entry today, but, being totally insane, my mind thinks of a million things at once(: ...Along with life, and hope. I've been thinking of communication. And not just talking, or texting, or IMing. Or even snail mail or email. Nothing tangible. Nothing electronic and modern. I'm talking about emotional. What gets you right in the heart? What speaks to you in...

So, Hi!This is my first one of these things. Don't really know what I'm doing. Just bored, emotional, && feeling... Stuff.So, I guess I'm just going to say what has been on my mind today.Life.I'm that girl at school you think has it all together. Always smiling. Always happy and outgoing. With a million friends. But, when you get to know her you realize that, she doesn't have it all...