Five Years Later...

For anyone who had to deal with my crazy love life, I am sorry. Five years ago I was a desperate teen looking for what I thought was love. I hate to say that it did not stop with those two boys. Later on I would receive my first real heartbreak by a boy named Travis. He destroyed me for a while. Honestly, it took two years to get over him. Later on, I joined the Marine Corps only to have more boy...
January 22nd, 2019 at 04:26pm

Dear 'Old' Me:

I just want to say, look on the brighter side. It can't rain forever and I promise swear it doesn't. Don't let those girls bully you because they honestly only do it to make themselves feel better. Don't let your thoughts get the way of your feelings because you are more likely to regret not trying something then trying it. Don't shut out Dakota, you'll learn eventually things do come back and the...
February 7th, 2013 at 06:43pm

Dear Future Husband

Dear Future Husband,I'm sorry that I'm so stubborn, but I have a feeling it won't matter. Sometimes you'll find it charming, others a pain. I hope you're okay with my past mistakes and can accept me with open arms. You don't have to be a weight lifter, or anything of that order. I just want you to love me and want to work on our relationship when it's needed. I want to be your number one priorty;...
February 4th, 2013 at 07:44pm

He's my Ex-Boyfriend who I moved away from.

So, my ex boyfriend is in town and I've realized two things. A. why I no longer felt anything for my previous ex. B. I still am completely in love with him. It's way to soon to start dating again, especially since my ex won't let go still but I can't help my feelings for this boy. Man, I'm in a whirl wind of mess. Just saying. He's nineteen and I'm sixteen yet just the other day when we were...
January 31st, 2013 at 07:45pm

I don't know what I want.

I guess it doesn't even matter what I want, its what makes him happy even if I'm not. He's trying, don't get me wrong, but I'm just not happy. I'm trying to be for him, though. It's just not working. I love how mibba says my blog post has to be at least 100 words long to post. What if I don't wanna! and it still says that it's not enough. Ugh, its saying," Yo, tell them how you really feel."I want...
January 17th, 2013 at 07:18pm

I Broke Up With Him

I did it. But now he won't leave me alone. He's always saying that he loves me and doesn't want to lose me. I understand that, but I no longer feel the same way I use too. It's like be forced to be in the relationship so I don't hurt him or his feelings! I don't know what the heck to do. Right now he's considering what we're doing a 'break' and on Tuesday I have to make a final decision. I already...
January 16th, 2013 at 06:55pm

Break Ups-- The Pain.

So I've like never written a blog/ diary post and since I'm feeling quite out of it; I decided to try it.Problem: I don't want to be with the person I'm with. I love him, but I feel like it's time to let go.'Easy' Solution: Break up with him and tell him how you feel.Problem: I don't want to smash his feelings.Solution: Be miserable?So confused on what exactly to do in this situation. We have been...
January 14th, 2013 at 07:10pm