I was half awake, my body was in pain. I could feel the bruises all over me. Was I bleeding? Of course I wasn't. It was only a dream... A dream that happened 2 fucking years ago. He struck me with his fists and his words burned just as much. Why did this specific memory come back and attack me in my slumber? Surely, I asked for it, right? No sign of him barely within those two years and now all of...

You ever get that clammy hands and confusion feeling? When you don't know exactly what to think, and you can't even comprehend your own emotions. I do. On a daily basis. Is it all the sufferance I've endured throughout my short, yet shitty, life? Possibly.I sit here in a cold room and ponder what the next sentence shall be. I let my mind flow, but it doesn't want to. I want to step inside my mind...

I always knew I had some sort of attraction for girls. When I met her, I just has the biggest crush on her ever, and I didn't have eyes for any other female but her. She was smart, funny, adorable, beautiful, and my best friend. Being the devoted Christian that she is, didn't dare to kiss me until 2 years later. God, it was the best feeling in the world to finally press her lips against mine. I...

You know the saying that parents tell you"You think you know it all!"And you think you do, because you're a teenager, and you feel invincibleThen you hear the stories of how you grow up and realize how young and dumb you were. Well I think it's retarded when parents think they know everything. They assume too much. For example, she says having guy friends is a good thing, they're there to protect...

I'm done interacting with humans..I mean, come on..Every relationship is the sameYou get close to someone, share memories, they touch your heartFor a while there you think they careYou try not to trust them and build a wall but it doesn't workThen you drift away, barely talk...Eventually you erase their photosDelete as a friend onlineSee them around but you don't say hiAnd you never talk to them...