Wow, I just read over my last entry. And, holy crap I must Have been in a really horrid mood. But oh well. Im loving life right now.I start school in a few weeks I'm crossing my fingers and hoping for an awesoem year even though I'm stuck without my friends. But hey FRESHMAN!!! OH YEAHHHH!!!! LolWow. I really dont know where I'm going with this except. I just ate and now I need to shower and clean...

I think about this a lot. I cant stand life sometimes, I know that it will get better and that there are people out there that have it worse than me but sometimes I really don't know. Maybe I just need to get a lifestyle change.I actually love who i am i just cannot stand the drama or family problems I have to face. I just want to say screw you and walk out. But, I cant I wish they would realize...