I should just give up on boys.

My last boyfriend was a flop.And I recently discovered I had a crush on one of my friends. I couldn't work up the guts to ask him out, because I was too scared that I would be made fun of. I thought he liked me to, and I was going to tell him, soon, I really was. But today he told me he was going to try and get back with his exgirlfriend... I want to cry. I let myself out, too much I suppose. I'm...
November 22nd, 2008 at 10:59pm

If You Listen To Danzig or Dimmu Borgir...

First, I have to brag,IMMA GO SEE 'EM ON HALLOWEEN.And second I need an opinion lol.I have a Misfits shirt I want to where to the concert, (It's red, black, & white)And I want to wear my Tripp pants (Black & Teal).But anyway my question is, are Tripp pants appropirate for this concert?I figure for the Dimmu Borgir part, it'd be alright.But I might look a little out of place when Danzig...
October 28th, 2008 at 09:44pm

You know what I hate...

Before we get started,I would like to say,this isn't pointing fingers at one person,or even at anybody,if you think this is against you,it probably isn't.Now,I hate it when people are total bitches. Seriously,when someone writes a bulletin/Journal (yes reference to myspace just then),they probably don't want to hear your bullshit.You don't have to tell them WHAT they are doing, or WHAT to think...
October 22nd, 2008 at 02:16pm

What am I suppose to do, when

My boyfriend is in Juvy, and I haven't seen him in a month,And I'm a very restless person,if you know what I mean, *hint, hint*.I really want to party and stuff,but after the last party I was at my boyfriend requested I didn't go to anymore.I don't like that.I'm too young to be held back,I want to go out and experience new things.But I love him,I don't want to hurt him,I like being with him, but...
October 7th, 2008 at 12:50am

=(

I really wish Ronnie Radke would've stayed in the band long enough FOR ME TO SEE HIM.Really, he was an amazing singer, why did he have to go do what he did?! Damn that man... That sexy man.But anyway, I'm hopefully seeing them in November. I'm not too excited about that Craig dude, but hey, he's alright. He has a decent voice, so that I've heard so far, anyway.And Max Green is still in the...
October 6th, 2008 at 11:53pm

I'm NEVER drinking again.

Friday, I got fucked wasted.It was the biggest mistake of my life.This guy, who is my friend, tried to make out with me, I pushed him away,I have a boyfriend.Everyone else, though,thinks we made outandmoreso.And now, my boyfriend's best friend is mad at me,I told him I didn't do anything witht he guy,he doesn't believe me.My boyfriend is locked up right now,his dad abused him,he's in juvy for...
September 23rd, 2008 at 01:43am

UUUGHHHHH.

Okay so some shit just went down.My best friend has another best friend, rightAnd he recently moved to JapanAnd my best friend was upset because they are really close and he already left once, and they were into eacother.And my boyfriend recently got locked upbecause he's on probation and neither one of his parents want him.And I asked her what I would do with my boyfriend being locked upand she...
September 19th, 2008 at 12:03am

Bad Day

So,I think my best friend hates me,because I called one of her good, good friends a "dick head".See what happened is,Her friend is moving right,far, far away[She really likes this guy btw, but they're just "best friends"]And you know I feel for her,she's probably the only friend I'd kill/take a bullet for.I'm really protective over her too.So I told this guy he can't leave,and he got all bitchy at...
August 21st, 2008 at 11:08pm

I'm generalizing?

Fuck you.If you had read that journal right, you obviously would have realized I was only talking shit about like, TWO Christian people,not the millions of them.I would like to thank the one person (varkatzas.) who actually realized what I meant.Now, for everyone who said I was "generalizing",I've read your profilesYou do realize every time you say "I hate"That is generalizing?Say if you say "I...
August 18th, 2008 at 08:52pm

I hate over dramatic Christian bitches

WARNING: IF YOU ARE VERY RELIGIOUS, DO NOT READ ON.Seriously,so what if someone has colored hair,or curly hair?Who the fuck said you could tell us if we have a "demon" inside of us?!HELLOYou do not look like God to me,although you're starting to resemble Satan a little..Here's the story,my best friend,lives in this small, small town (100 or so people),and it's sort of church oriented.And she use...
August 16th, 2008 at 11:05pm

*** head.

My fucking dad is so annoying.He starts fights for no reason.Like I said "I took the noodles off the stove."And My dad was like "It hasn't been ten minutes."Me - "Doesn't need to be ten, it's seven."Mom - "We have noodles?"Me - "Yeah."Mom - "Mac & Cheese?"Me - "No noodles."And My dad flies off the fucking handle,because she asked if it was mac & cheese.Then they start argueing.Me opening...
June 19th, 2008 at 01:14am

Oh shit.

My boyfriend, of like a week, is like "Don't get freaked out if I say ily."I was like "Um ok, idk if I'll say it back"He seemed okay with that.But my last boyfriend,told me he loved me at three weeks,we didn't last that long.I don't want that to happen to this relationship too.I'm so sad now.Because I really do like him,MAYBE love him,but I don't know....I really don't wanna fuck this up.And I...
April 22nd, 2008 at 01:46am

Yayy boyfrann =]

Mhm.I gots a new boyfriend.He's super cute =]Oh and I have to thank my friend Jessica for practically convincing me to go out with him.We've been going out since Friday [April 11].Eekk.Yayness.But something bad happened =[I was at this hang out place,and my dad walked in while me and Zack were cuddling...And yeah,I'm not allowed to go there for awhile =[Oh well....I'm still happy.I got Zackkyy....
April 12th, 2008 at 10:18pm

TASTE OF CHAOS

Yesss, I'm going. Tonight at 5:30!Avenged Sevenfold, Atreyu, BlessTheFall, & Bullet For My Valentine!+ MUCC, D'ESPAIRSAY, THE UNDERNEATH [JapBands]I'm soo excited!Even though I've never heard of the JapoBands....Lol.... I CAN'T WAIT.In like, an hour and a half I'm going to my friend's house... Cause her, her dad, her mom, and her little brother are also going. Along with Heath (my ex), Dalton...
March 1st, 2008 at 05:31pm

RONNIE RADKE HOW COULD YOU?!

I'm seriously upset by this.He just HAD to go and get into a fight.Someone just HAD to die.And now they just HAVE to replace him.When I say I'm upset,I mean I'm near tears.This band means sooo much to me. I can't believe Ronnie's not in it anymore. I mean, Ronnie's voice was just so... Ugh it's hard to explain.I can't say why this is such a big deal! It's just so... hard to believe it's happening....
February 7th, 2008 at 04:35am

If You Like Cradle Of Filth....

There isn't a remedy for love.Kay so, I realized that I never posted the outcome of the Cradle Of Filth concert.... & I have writer's block right now and I need something to stir up my feelings & thoughts :]So first,We left late. Because we didn't have a car. Hahaha.So we found one,and we were an hour late.We met up with Heath & the others at the local Wal-mart.Hm.Then we finially get...
November 11th, 2007 at 04:40am

OMFG LAST NIGHT WAS...

Hhahaha amazing.kay so. I went over to my friend Katie's house with my other friend Livv.We met up with katie's boyfriend, jimmy, and my boyfriend, death[nickname], and death's friends, Danny, Brandon, & Ritchie, at a football game at a school Katie had just left to come to my school.We were standing there, & Danny, me, Death, & Ritchie were stand there. And Danny would like a match,...
October 7th, 2007 at 04:19am