She no longer exists to me.

Recently my friend attempted suicide. She gave me a suicide letter, and told me that she would be waiting for me in "Duat," which is a name for the Egyptian afterlife. After 48 hours of mourning the loss of a dear friend, I was able to move on. It was her choice, and so I respected it. I was never angry, I was simply detached and depressed. My heart and soul felt the void of a missing being; she...
June 6th, 2012 at 05:06pm

Dear my "Personal Aki,"

I am so sorry for everything. I feel that this has somehow been all my fault, yet you tell me this is not so. How can that be true? If it were not for me, you would not be in this situation. I allowed you to grow close to me, I fed you the poison and you sipped from it greedily.We have shared laughter and sadness together. We have shared excitement and disappointment together. Although we have not...
March 4th, 2012 at 12:48pm

LOL I remember when I posted about stopping drugs, drinking, and smoking...

Yeah... that's not happening any time soon.Kids, don't do it.Reallly.It'll f*ck up your lives.I'm going on probation in a month because of it.It's not cool.I was arrested for this s*it.Don't do it or you will pay for it later.Either by arrest, death, loss of family and friends, or all three!Just like me! Sans the death because I'm obviously alive to tell you this.But who knows? I might die...
December 23rd, 2011 at 12:24pm

Finnish Music

So, I've recently acquired the music of 30+ Finnish bands ranging from folk, to folk metal, to glam rock, to pop rock, to punk rock, to industrial, to power metal, to hard rock, etc.Am I the only one that's seriously into Finnish music or am I not alone in this?Because everything from other countries blows America out of the fucking water.Currently listening to Turmion Kåtiöt, Verjnuarmu, The...
December 15th, 2011 at 03:43am

Looking for a new writing website?

Though I love Mibbz, here's a new alt!The website is called The Attic and it has recently launched. It is the sister website of Green Day fanfiction site Sullen Riot. The Attic is an original fiction archive website. Here's the description straigt from the site:"Welcome to The Attic Archive. We are an Original Fiction Archive catering to all different genres of fiction. In addition we will be...
July 17th, 2011 at 12:28am

An Original Fic Site

I'm doing this for a friend, strictly speaking. She doesn't have a Mibba account, but wants word spread about an original fiction website a friend of hers made and she admins. If I'm posting this in the incorrect section, excuse me. I am without internet and have no time for silly rules.The website is called The Attic and it has recently launched. It is the sister website of Green Day fanfiction...
July 16th, 2011 at 03:49am

Reading things like this make me ill.

And I quote, "umm so seeing how stupid and ignorant and perverted and disgusting and invasive and evil and sick and disturbing and insane and mindless and retarded and warped boys minds are just makes me want to be the girliest f-ing person on the planet because i would rather be DEAD than be a boy and i have no f-ing problem saying this and i know that some of you handle the insane male species...
April 6th, 2011 at 05:06am

Dear Gender Identity Disorder,

Hi. I don't know where to start with you but I do know where it's going to end. We've been together for as long as I can remember but I only accepted you into my life three, four years ago. It took me a long time to pinpoint you because I was down-and-out for a long time. It's because of you that I have incredible social anxiety, that I'm an introvert, that I'm depressed most of the time and that...
April 5th, 2011 at 07:37pm

I remember when FB was cool...

then came tumblr.I remember when I would post my life on facebook. Literally. If someone said something hilarious: facebook. If someone did something hilarious: facebook picture/video. If someone had a great quote: facebook. If a song I liked was playing: lyrics + song name + artist name went on facebook.I was a page in a book of faces.And then came tumblr.Now it's the same exact thing, except...
March 24th, 2011 at 06:33am