For example.I wish I could draw. I would sell my soul to be able to draw like the people I idolize but then I can't draw. TT_TT . So I tell myself practice, practice. But does practice really count? Or am I just kidding myself and that I should just say "Eff it." 'cause only people who were born wtih the skill can and will be able to draw. Am I just kidding myself people?I want to be many things...

I'm writing a story right now to shake off my writer's block. It's been months brain! Gah! DX. I know it won't be my best work because honestly this story is a stretch for me and I'm kind of forcing it a bit. Hopefullly, my brain will kick in and my writer's block will be gone =D.Anyway, my mom is in a happy mood today. Too happy if you ask me.She woke me up this morning with a huge ass grin. She...

I've always been interested in photography and I hope that someday I'll be doing it. Make it be my career or just a hobby. I don't have a good camera, I'm planning to buy one. So what do you think I should buy? Anyway I fooled around with the one that I have and I want to know what you guys think.so? fail? epic fail? good?let me know what you guys think and some advice would be perfect. Thank You!

So I went to visit my grandparents yesterday which made me really happy. I missed them so much. So me and my grandma were in the garden when this guy came to her and *manoed. to her. I was like "Wow this guy is cute". xD . I didn't realize I was staring at him cause he had amazing brown eyes(which I also found weird because most pinoys don't get light brown eyes unless you are half pinoy) and he...

Mibba is a writing site, a place where you can make friends, a place where you can be yourself and find people like you.So far I feel like I don't belong here anymore. I write or at least try to. I post it here thinking I'm the best fucking writer I can be, but I'm wrong. I can't write. I just think I can. I'm such a fucking idiot thinking I have that talent. I'm just ordinary.For the past months...

I just can;t get enough of these two. xD.. It's like whenever they're together they fight and say random things. Here are some of the things:Kiarra: Play with meTracy: OkKiarra: This little piggy went to market, this little piggy went homeKiarra: Those aren't piggies! Those are my fingers! *whacks Tracy with a book*xDKiarra: hug! *hugs Tracy*Tracy: Ok, that hurtsKiarra: hug! *hugs again*Tracy: I'm...

So I have two sisters Tracy, 11 and Kiarra, 3.My sister Tracy doesn't really iike children and she was asked to watch over our sister. I overheard their conversationKiarra: I'm a cow, RAWR!Tracy: O_o . Kiarra cows go moo not rawrKiarra: Go awayTracy: Kiarra, do you hate me?Kiarra: NoTracy : Good.Kiarra: I just dislove you.xD... I can't believe she even knows "dislove".. They're so fun to watch...

I had a really weird dream last night.It was somewhere, I don't know where that house was.In the dream I had a brother, he was older than me by a few years, he was really cute O_o... (oh yeah and in real life, I don;t have a brother, I ave two sisters)His name was Toby. I dreamed that I hated my family so much and I ran away. I had a slashed wrist too and I was running and it was bleeding like...

Yes, it's impossible for someone like me to feel anything cause after all I'm just a lonely, pathetic bitch who is incapable of love!Damn it, why does everyone I know think that I'm cold and distant. So I stay away sometimes and I'm really quiet. That's not being cold people, that's being really shy.My social skils suck. I freeze when I meet new people, it takes me more than a week to get...

A lot of people have been saying that I'm always distant and cold.They say I'm difficult and that I push people away.I admit, sometimes I do but who am I to blame?I remember what my aunt told me when I was six years old.She said all of my relatives wanted to strangle me.She told me that again awhile ago.She said that if ever she had a kid like me, she would abort it.I kept neutral but it hurt. I...

Rest in PeaceEmoAugust 16, 2007 - March 20 2008My dog Emo died just today 3:03 pm. I'm sad but I'm a bit okay. You see yesterday he was extremely weak. He stayed in the vet. I sort of expected he won't make it. I'm just thankful that I had the chance to pet him yesterday. The look on his face. I feel like crying. I promised you I would teach you how to fetch Emo but I'm so sorry I didn't get the...

I like to remember things, funny things, silly things, sad things.. It calms me downHere I go:I remember when I had this huge crush on you that I blush whenever you're nearI have to get away from you or else I'll die of hyperventilating.Then you randomly sat on my lap one day.I kept neutral but on the inside, I could burst and dieThat day was funny...I remember when you were looking for a bassist...

I feel like shit today and I found this on my drafts:I was too scared..Dear Megan,-a letter to myselfPlease stop hating yourself. You've been through a lot and no one around you didn't even have a fucking clue. You stood tall, hid it under your thick skin. You battled your demons in silence and solitude. You don't want anyone invloved for the fear of beeing seen as weak, for the fear of crying,...

I was about to tell her yestreday.I was feeling so much better and I really wanted to tell herBut then I went to confessions insteadI spent a lot of time there and she was there tooWe talked.. We talked for a long time...I was enjoying our talk that I'm thought if I told her, I would ruin it.So I chickened out...I just went back to confessions again vaguely telling her..I'm getting the feeling she...

It's been bugging me..I need to tell her..It's not what you think. It's not the "i like a girl but she doesn't know I'm bi" thingShe's a Mibbian. I need to tell her what I feel about her and why she's the very reason why I'm disappointed most of the time here.I envy her.. Everyone likes her, she's amazing..No one wants me here. I feel alone... Why? I try so hard...I was so close to messaging her...

Imaginary? is officially gone!Why so happy?Well the name Imaginary? was chosen for a reason,,It was the time when I felt so ignored here on Mibba. I tried making friends but no one really talked to me or no one wanted to talk to me ::cry:. I look in the forums and everyone seemed to know each other. Everyone was giving hugs and conversing over IM TT^TT. I felt so alone here, I felt Imaginary......

I feel extremely stressed out to the point where I just don't have interest in anything.I'm supposed to be reviewing now for our Finals where I must catch up cause my Prelims are sh*t. But no, I'm here glued in front of the computer. I tried reviewing but nothing stays. Just thinking of it, I'm sick of it!I just wish this was over. I just wish it's April and I can see my mommy.. *cry*.. I've been...

Since everyone else is doing it and I'm bored Imma trying it too! ^.^-Since everyone started with bra size, mine's 34B. *Pokes boobies* It feels smaller compared to others.. TT^TT- I'm am only 5'0". My 10 year old sister is taller than me by one inch- I'm extremely shy at first. If we meet you'll probably get bored of me and leave me -_-- People think I'm the one who's the 10 year old daughter...

It's hard to leave Mibba!It's just gah, it's hard...As you can see I am here AGAIN after my rather pointless goodbye.. But I've improved.I re-wrote my sotry [b}These Rusted Gates based from the concrits they gave me. You see constructive criticisms are nice! Love them! aand I've added a new chapter! Yes! xD..I'm just glad I've got my writing "skills" back. (If you can call it skills)I bike around...

I'm taking a break from Mibba, nothing bad I just think it's necessary.I just realized the possible reason for my major writer's block. It's probably because everytime I write, I would think "would they like it?" or "I hope it doesn't suck" so I get pressured and I go blank. I know I shouldn't think that way and I should write for my own not for others but sometimes I can't help it you know?So I'm...