I tried killing myself again last night. Hanna called the police on me and they took me to the hospital. Everyone is so angry at me. They expect more out of me, but I just can't keep up with their standards. I don't know how to fight this and to be honest, I'm tired of it. I'm tired of myself, I hate myself. Every single day is like a war inside my head and I'm not winning. My future isn't bright....