Hey all! I've moved over to Wattpad for anyone who cares. I'm under the same name with two stories going and I need some readers! Seriously, these two young stories could use some love and comments. Feedback helps them grow!So how has everyone been? It's been a bit since I've been on here. Things have changed a lot. Some good, some bad. It's a so-so kind of thing, you know?Maybe soon I'll get back...

I know what scares me, what has scared me, and it came to pass sooner than I thought.I don't know who all read my last blog- the one about my aunt's funeral. I asked, wondered, who would be next? I didn't expect an answer so quickly.Halloween sucked. I had a migraine the entire day. I wanted away from everyone and everything. The phone calls about my mom, the noise of the store, and plans going...

I have stood in this funeral home three different times now. Back when I was fourteen and my Mamaw had passed away, I couldn't approach the coffin to say goodbye for a long time. My mom tried to make me go, but my Uncle George made her stop and kept me at his side until I could. I hated it. I hated seeing the bruises on her arms from all the IV's. I took my makeup out and tried to fix it...

I mean, aside for me crying, I was able to talk to my boyfriend a bit about what's been going on in my head. He lay there with me and just held me while I mumbled out everything that I could.So after I go to sleep, when I wake up it will be Tori Day. A day just for me, by me, and I deal with no one. He told me to take it and go hide somewhere away from just everyone. My days are typically spent...

No updates lately. I'd like to blame work and it's probably a part of it, but more so I've just been depressed. I thought getting out of town would help settle my mind, but it seems it's just gotten worse.I'm not even sure when the depression hit me so hard. It's getting worse though. I feel like everyone hates me. I can't speak very loud half the time. It's like a strain on my voice. It...

Remember what you want folks because I'm deleting all my stories on here. In fact, sorry to say, I just did that before making this blog. I deleted them all, saved only one, and have no regrets. I'm letting the old stories go. It's time for me to start new and try new things. First thing's first is a new name on here then a new picture.Then I'm gonna go with a new face. No, it's not my pic. It's...

I still have the 3 wheeled truck mentioned in my previous blog. It is still 3 wheeled and I HATE this!Seriously, I was supposed to get a new car through my mother who then decided NOPE! Not gonna happen. You're gonna deal with the sh*tty truck! At least she is paying to fix it because I cannot afford to get it repaired for a FOURTH time. Le sigh...I've a coworker who tries to get me in trouble at...

Seriously it does. I should never have mentioned around it that I was getting a trade in.SO here's the story....My 21st just came by. Was gonna celebrate it tonight as I had the money to. Got gas at Car-Mac's, got some food their for me and Chris, got some drinks, went to go home and got about 3/4 of a mile away when I fishtailed.Or so I believed! Nope! The rear passenger tire ONCE MORE came off...

I think I'm losing it. Seriously.Mom's moved, been gone since little before Thanksgiving. I hate my job. I hate my old breaking down vehicle. I hate this house, this town. That's a lot of hate there.Everything feels tenuous. I try to talk about it, but the one person I wanna talk to doesn't seem to know what to say. No one does. All day I've gone from happy to sad to angry to crying to laughing....

I kept trying to get into the f*cking game, the tabletop game we have going on for Dragonball, and I kept getting ig-f*cking-nored. So you know what? I said screw it, my character just goes back to the hyperbolic time chamber since every other time I've said I want to do something I got, oh what was the word again? IGNORED.Was it childish of me to get so pissy? Maybe, but let's factor in that time...

So I looked up god of the internet and I was not disappointed at all. It took some looking around, but I found this randomly. It was awesome. I love it.Is it there? I hope it is. Do you enjoy it too?Been doing a Dragonball campaign with my friends. Its fun so far. I didn't think I would enjoy it as much as I have been. My character has split personality disorder and is a sayan too. I probably...

So that last blog I made about my missing keys and fear they were possibly stolen? Yeah, I found my keys. Any guesses for where they were?In the trash.I go to take the trash out and hear something jingle. I know we didn't have any glass thrown in there so I lift the bag and at the bottom I see the Kroger's rewards card peeping through the plastic.Yep, I threw my keys away. WHEW!! I reached in and...

So I recently got a job at the Walmart Deli - YAY! - and I just got my first check, but it is...gone. That's not the "Crap, oh crap, oh crap! HELP!" though.My truck broke down recently too. The rear end that was in it was the wrong one and my mother's friend kept stupidly trying to force it into 4-wheel drive despite the truck's protest by switching it back. She screwed the gears up and my idiot...

Seriously.. I cannot come up with anymore writing ideas. It's like the creative part of my brain has shut down and the workers are on strike or dead. One came back for a total of thirty seconds and then... GONE. Just poof and gone and I can't get it back. It just sucks and I miss it. I feel like a Dragon Age mage who's been made Tranquil...Ah Dragon Age! It's GREAT, but it hasn't broke the lack of...

Lotta crap came up. I have to find a job or go to social security to see if I can get a check because I'm typically home to watch my mom because she's on disability. Speaking of my mom, she had a stroke last week and we didn't even know. She showed no signs or anything. I had driven her to the ER because she had lost left side peripheral in left eye. They did a cat scan and yeah, she had a very...

Y'know, that's something my ex girlfriend told me whenever she would text me and i'd ask her 'sup?'. Got a bit annoying after a while and because I couldn't come pick her up one night- we were and still are broken up when this happened- she's been ignoring me. Not like i'm bothered, i just think it's rather funny how she kept turning to me for help after breaking up with me. truthfully, i couldn't...

I'm only 20, why am I having swollen ankles for nearly a week? They hurt and I don't feel like doing anything. I just want to stay home and sleep until they're normal again. Then yesterday my cat sliced open my hand and wrist. I bled everywhere all to protect my friend who Mufasa had tried to murder. 'Tis a valiant story of friendship and bravery there. So we're spending the 150 to get him...

Last week I lost my Flash Drive.Miss D up at the local Wal-Mart found it!I was SOOOOO freaking excited. I'm still excited! I got my favorite piece of equipment back and it is safe hopefully forever! This is great! I have everything on it still and its home again. I was sure it'd be gone forever or crushed outside on the parking lot pavement.In all honesty, I would have preferred the second. My...

Well, it is to me. I was in the Blytheville area of Miss. Co. and the worst thing happened while I was at Wal-Mart.My flash drive was stolen.It has everything on it. Y'all see my profile pics on here now. I have a ton of pictures on it. I have a copy of them on my PC thank goodness, but there are also stories on there as well and I was hoping any good Mibbians could keep an eye out for them. I...

My WinZip is infected, Avast can't fix it only possibly delete it, I'm scared to delete it and witness the blue screen of death AGAIN, I don't know how to put important files from WinZip to WinRAR and keep my PC alive....I'm scared of technology and it's many many sicknesses.Perhaps when I grow up I (I'm 20 and still growing up :D) will find a good job and invest a lot of money in saving computers...