My friend Savvas and I plan to live together, and he doesn't want to become old. I don't really want to die too young, but he doesn't want to die old, like over 30 o.e So I'm going to try to make it so he lives longer then 30. And I think it would be better if we died together so one of us doesn't have to suffer the loose of the other. I'm in love with this boy. He doesn't love me though, -I said this before-. I couldn't imagine how much pain it there will be if I lose him. and he'd probably be very upset if I die before him.