As I look into her eyes and tell her that I love her I see someone else that I want to be with. I have had a crush on her for years, and every time were near I find my self more and more drawn to her. And I mean I dont want to end the relationship that I have now. But I want the relationship that I have longed for for years almost since I layed my eyes apon her perfect body. And when I say I love...

Every time I like a girl and is single something all ways happens. Most recently today, their is a girl that I have liked for a year now and I told her that I have had, a major crush for a long time and so we start hanging out. Then this morning at the smokers corner I found out that she is going out with a girl all ready. No its not the same girl as before its her first year at my high school,...

OK for every one who reads this tell my if you think its funny. When some one tells another person how they feel about they feel about, that person is it right if that other person laughs. Is that right. It Fucking pisses me off, it kills me when even I do it. Recently I told a girl how I felt about her and she laughed at me. She said " Please stop, it's boaring me." It killed me inside, and I...

Ever since about a month ago every night I dream about another girl. For awhile I could not stop dreaming about dani but for the past week I'v been dreaming about this girl Erica. It starts off as were in the school, after it lets out and we are talking, and I tell her that I like her a lot and she's all I can think about. And then she sits on my lap and kisses my for head, then my neck then my...

To day is the 4 year anniversary of the day my stepdad took his own life. He killed himself in his truck. He took a dryer vent hose and cocked all the windows shut excpt the ones in the back of the cab. And my fucking mother still has the nerv to blame me for his death. I swear if says one more thing to me I wiil burn her alive in front of her entier family.Im pretty fucked up in the head. But i...