I sit here thinking about how terrible it is...Life.It's cruel. Miserable. You never get what you want. You never turn out to be who you want to be. I can see it in everyone's eyes. They all aspire to be someone else.Even me.Now, I know that's hard to believe seeing how amazingly charming and good-natured I am, but this isn't how I pictured my life. I didn't want to end up an idealistic teenager...