I want to be thin!

All my life I've been called fat and I'm sick of it! When I was in 3rd grade I was thin but from there I got bigger. I became a bully because I would beat up anyone who would call me fat. To this day if you call me fat I will stand up for myself any way I can then go into a room all alone and cry for hours.I'm done feeling like this I want to be pretty and skinny and I will do anything to be that...
November 6th, 2011 at 05:05am

Let the Journey Begin

Tried committing suicide until I waited for the thought of the thing that always stops me( which is How are you going to look god in the eyes and tell him why you decided to kill yourselfMe: "Oh well because I couldn't take it"God "There are people living worse lives then you getting murdered, getting terminal diseases, dying from hunger these people are fighting for their lives and you just give...
September 12th, 2011 at 08:04am

Help me!

I cheated on my boyfriend twice I feel horrible like a slut. The guy I cheated on him with is the cutest boy in school but the biggest butt hole! Ever since that day he has been ignoring me but when we do talk he refers to me as a slut, skank, or hoe. He always threatens me by telling me he is going to tell everyone what happened. All he did was dry hump me with no shirts on. I feel like crying or...
September 1st, 2011 at 03:30am

Took a walk with my memory <3

Today I had an hour before I had to go to work so after school me and my friend Brian (first boyfriend in the 6th grade lasts 6 months) were walking down to the buses from the high school. talking about something stupid then I said jokingly, "Wow Brian I've known you since yesterday and that's the stupidest thing I've heard you say." He stars counting on his fingers and tells me we've known each...
April 21st, 2011 at 04:34am

Missing school is it really that bad?

So today I went to work after school my mom comes up to me and tells me that my little cousin skipped school and she wanted me to text my little cousin and ask her what she did. I did, but her phone was dying so she couldn't text me more then once. When both my parents come home my mom tells my dad my dad is furious because he thinks every child should go to school and learn. (Never going to...
April 20th, 2011 at 04:58am