Terrible Wife

I feel like I have been a terrible wife. My wife and I have been together for two years and married for almost 6 month. At some point in our relationship something changed. Something changed in me. I am snappy and I feel like thing have to be done the right way (my way). Recently, My wife was offered an amazing job opportunity. This job opportunity is working with an organization that I have...
March 29th, 2016 at 05:46am

Love my flaws

I know being with me isn't easy but all I want is someone to look past my disability and love me without fear. I don't want my future girlfriend to feel like she's missing out on life because she has to take care of me or some shit like that. That's why my ex broke up with me because she couldn't handle my disability. The fact of the matter is I don't need or want a caretaker. I want a girlfriend....
May 29th, 2013 at 09:08pm

REAL LOVE

I want a love like Kacy and Cori. I want a woman to take my breath away and vice versa. I want to love and be loved the way i love her in return. i dont wanna worry about being cheated on, lied too or stuff being hiden from me. I just want trust honesty and commitment, is that to much to ask for? I am not asking for perfect. I'm asking for real. I want a girl that appreciates me. And I want to...
March 1st, 2013 at 12:26am

down and out

My world has been fucked up since last year. I fell in love for the first time with a woman that tore my heart and soul to a million pieces. Everything she told me was a lie. She talked a really good game but couldnt back up shit. She left me feeling damaged. used and terrified of love. she was an addict too that was a knive to the heart because my family struggle with addiction and she was...
February 26th, 2013 at 09:50pm

The person you made me

God...Its been forever since ive been on here.well I'm the New Meg. the one with the chip on her sholder. ive dealt with so much shit. I feel in love with a woman that made me believe all her lies. she lied cheated and fucked with my heart and mind. She was my first love.. My first encounter with a heart killer. she put me through hell. i was so stupid. now love scares the shit outta me. i scared...
November 27th, 2012 at 12:08am

The good kid

I've always been the good girl in my family. The one whos going to college, gets good grades , the innocent one. The virgin. I'm sick of being the one who's being remInded of my morals. I made the choice to wait til my wedding night to have sex but now everybody exspects it & I'm constantly reminded to be somebody in life but I just want to be me that's all. I just don't knw anymore what...
November 26th, 2011 at 04:33am

Put my hair up

Putting my hair up is some i've always done when I'm going through something. 3 ppl very near to me have died within 2 wks of eachother very recently. I put my hair up when my grandma died & have kept it up since thn ( it's been a month) my bestfriend was murdered last wk. It's still up. So a simple ponytail or bun is not a fashion statement for me it's to let the people around me knw I'm...
October 8th, 2011 at 07:40pm

Sick please help

Hi, guysI woke up sicker than a dog this morning & I have finals this week. Does anybody know any home remedies for the common cold? If so let me know plz. I feel like shit :( & I have to take care of my niece & nephew I really don't have time to be sick. I've taking cold meds nothing working so help me out please. My bro is also sick so we both would be thankful if someone knew how to...
October 1st, 2011 at 04:59pm

Lost

I miss the people ive lost to death. 2 of my loved ones have within 2wks of eachother. At first i didnt knw what to do with myself but now i realize they will always be in heart & as the bad memories fade & the happy ones come flooding back. I realised i had so much to say. now all it i can say is I LOVE YOU. YOU WERE READY, YOUR PAIN IS GONE, YOUR HANDS ARE TIED & THE ONES WE LOVE ARE...
September 11th, 2011 at 06:00pm

walk in my shoes i dare you.

I'm basicly just writing to vent at this point. I have nothing else to do. Well here goes nothing.My life has always been good I love my life. By my family and I are going through a really rough time right now. we fould out my grandma has lung cancer & has a few weeks to live. i havn't shown any emotion in fear that my family will think i can't handle the situation. On top of this i have...
August 27th, 2011 at 05:57am