Not good enough.I look in a mirror and I'm like: datum I'm cute!But then I feel a pit in my stomach making me look back in the mirror and I feel like I'm looking at a bloated body Ughly eyes, nose, smile.It just. Ames me feel like shit. And I'm extremely emotional so then I end up crying. And then I just end mute for a couple of hours. Only putting on a fake smile to make my parents go away.Damn I...

On first note. I love you mom.My mom abandoned me almost 4 years ago in 3 months. You left me with a bitch of a father who slapped me, called me any obscenity he could use, but instill love you..... Why though?Even after 3 years and 9 months, why haven't I gave up on you.....I know i have it so much better than others and I'm being selfish but why the he'll did you leave me with him!!!??!?You...

im not the smartest.im not the dumbest.im not the sexyest.im not the uglyest.im.......... well im just me.i've been called a bitch, fag, abomination, whore, emo bitch, ect.im all of those in their eyes.i have 8 people who would do anything for me.their names are:AmandaArmandoPabloMy motherlittle normanGabyHillaryNalaI love them and they love me, i swear to god that i would sacrafice for them.But...

this story begins 'with my knight in shining armor who never came' and will restart with 'who are you? who am i?' sooo yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa below is just a reminder as well so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHello my readers you have just read the Prolouge the real adventure begins in the next...

kinda depressed my best friend and me have been getting distant. and my dad called me an abomination. :( i feel like god is saying "fuck you" to me :( oh well no one said life was fair right? at least my mom accepts me being gay. and to top it all off my parents are getting a divorce constantly fighting my dad and mom manipulating the worse thing is i let them. BUT i shouldn't complain alot of ppl...