I'm not sure how to feel right now I pushed a good friend away and I'm pretty sure its going to be hard to fix what I've done I Royale fucked my self over by what I just really said I hurt myself more than any one because I lost a friend but I also know that I wounded my friend kozumi didn't deserve what I did to her..I..I ... I fucked up I played a joke and it backed fired on me big time it blow...