my dad left when i 1 month old. me and my brother have a different fathers. we dont get along and sometimes i feel like i should runway. my brother can never look at me but when he does i can tell he hates me. i have no idea what 2 do. my mom is in and out of jail. i try 2 take away the problem by cutting. should i keep cutting myself? should i talk 2 my brother? or should i just runway for home?...