I can't believe it. I'm going to try out for the national volleyball team. you think I'd he totally stoked? well you're wrong. I'm pushed and pushed and pushed beyond my capabilities by my parents to do things that I don't even want to do. but to my parents they think it's the best. two national teams in a few months. wow. how fun :/ I wish I could just be a kid every once in a while. I never get...

Aafghggeixjcnsksocc!!!! I just had the best storyline for a new story. I wrote it down. I even wrote down how I wanted to start the story. but I lost the storyline and beginning!!!!) like how can that happen!!!??!!! ajfiejxhxhaocoxanbsnc.......but on a happier note. the guy I really like asked me to go skating. but me being the idiot that I am, I turned him down. I don't know what's wrong with me...

I am not the prettiest girl. I am definitely not that exciting. And I can be quite annoying. Yet, the nicest guy ever still enjoys my company, loves to talk to me and see me smile. But most of all, he doesn't care if I'm pretty or not. He cares about for my personality. He could have picked any other girl in the entire high school that are much more beautiful than me. but all he says is that he...

Omg!! I got my summer games package today. That made me Sooo happy. There's nothing more in the world that could make me happier... actually maybe one thing could make me happier... But otherwise I'm the happiest person alive and my life could not get any better right at this moment!!!:):):)

So today is the dance. WOOHOO!!! I can't wait. But I feel like a total girl. Curly hair, dress, eyeshadow and eye liner. How could my day get any worse. Oh yea. My biggest crush is moving. Wahhh!!!

The days are going by so slowly. But it's worth the wait for the dance. I can't believe it's the end of my middle school career. And Maxxi, I'm still contemplating on asking 'Hedge' to dance. I hope you have a jolly good dance with 'Leo':)

So today was another boring day. Had track in the rain. Was surrounded by a bunch of guys from my school. Barbie was one of them (Maxxi and Dylie;)) it was quite awkward. But I mean. I could get use to it. Lol.And yes I am using the blogs as a journal so if you don't like it then deal with it

It's the weekend!!! School is unofficially out!!! So happy:). Hopefully I am going to hangout with a ton of friends this summer. Dylan Syreen, Maxxi Hearts, Taylor_Tea, and Zamaria, if you guys want to hang, let me know.I have track meets this summer. BC summer games babe!!! Oh yeah:) wish me luck. I'm going to need all the luck I can get for these meets.

So. I'd like to thank MissCassy and Hunny_Square for being supportive cause this is really hard for me. And yes Maxxi I'll do me best to talk to him and it would be lovely for you to be there with me. Thanks:)

So today is one of the last day before he leaves. Maybe if he's at the dinner/Dance I'll ask him to dance. (Yes that last part was for you Maxxi and Dylan.) but only maybe. We'll see. I have 5 days before the dance so I'll have to think but still. And what makes it even worse still is I think I might be crushing on one of his best friends!! I can't believe myself!

Okay, so this guy I like at school is moving. I'm super sad about it yet can't show any emotion about it cause I don't want it to be obvious that I care. But the problem it that I care too much and don't have the heart to watch him walk away. I DON'T WANT HIM TO LEAVE :(