Okay I am now determined to get on here more often!Anyways, Dakota's first birthday was amazing! All of her friends from day care came and they had a blast. Most of their time was spent in the kiddie pool. The highlight of the day was Kota shoving a plateful of cake in her face and then proceeding to wipe it on me. Kota called Angel mommy for the first time (which made both of us tear up a...

I love my baby girl to death but I can't go another night without sleep!! She actually doesnt cry too often but she giggles. I'll be asleep and since im a light sleeper i'll hear her giggling. Kota laughs very loudly and I haven't quite figured out why she does it. It's only at night too. This is what usually happens during one of kotas giggle fits:me: Ugh! Jordan wake upjordan: what the hell do...

I was watching tv with my mom today while holding kota. I decided to watch teen mom. I found out how judgemental my mother is. This is our conversation:mom: Ugh! I cant believe you can watch thisme: why?mom: these are just a bunch of stupid whores. getting pregnant as a teenager its unbelieveableme: mom how could you say that?mom: what?me: you dont know them and look at me im your daughter and...

I swear if I have to have another elderly woman lecture me on getting pregnant at 14 and not staying with my baby daddy I might hit someone! For the millionth time some nice looking elderly woman walked up to me and told me how cute the baby I'm holding is. This was our conversation:Woman: Well isn't she adorable! How old is she? Is she your baby sister?Me: Thank you she is 5 months old and no,...

I didn't have the time to write this earlier so I'm writing it now. I finally had my little girl in February. The 24Th to be exact. I was sooooo happy and excited. I cried so much I thought I was going to drown in my own tears. I was very upset that the baby's father wasn't there when she was born. He is currently ignoring both of our existences (is that even a word?) I wish he actually cared that...