I dont want to seem like another one of those stupid confused teenagers, but arent we all confused? in some way, shape, or form. I just dont get it though. I have played softball since second grade, well i played baseball for awhile..but not the point. Ive played almost my entire life...then my dad died. He died in January of 2010, so my games hadnt started yet. My team was extremely supportive,...

I stay strong, afraid to fail. I dont want to dissappoint him, not again. I have so many times. People say my attitude is different, my emotions aren't the same. I don't know what to time them. Should i tell them "No, you're right. I'm not the same. I don't really know who i am anymore." or maybe "No. i'm fine, really." I dont want to make excuses or reasons for why I act different. Maybe because...