January 26, 2012I'm love with a boy. It happened so gradually, but one day it hit me. BAM! In a split second I went from being in a controlled emotional state with this boy when suddenly I felt tears in my eyes because I knew I didn't deserve him. I'm with another boy, he's wonderful for the most part. But somethings is missing and I can't decide what. But I just can't do it, I can't give him up...