Day O3- 3O day challenge

Your veiws on drugs and achohal.Okay well let's see.I hang out with people who drink and smoke..acctually, I hang out with them while they drink and smoke weed...But I don't. The worse thing I do is smoke ciggarettes..acctually, people call me a chimney, but I've toned down alot.But I refuse to do drugs or achohal, because my step dad popped pills and drank his ass off, and came close to dying so...
August 26th, 2011 at 05:41am

***mones....>.<

I really, ussually think about how socially inapt I am when it comes to guys. I mean, I'm nothing beyond average..I'm probably under it. And I'm nothing a guy looks for in a girl: my hair doesn't fall perfectly, I don't hve the clearest complexion, I have almost no boobs..34A..? FLAT.I have no but, just huge hips. And my thighs are big-ish..? And my face really isn't all that pretty. My sense of...
August 25th, 2011 at 06:05am

"take me as I am, or watch me as I leave" -a rant on 'cliques.

I waisted my whole 7th grade year, trying to fit in.I abandoned my real friends.I headed toward crushing on "popular guys", who I now realize, I'd never acctually have a chance with.I tried so,so hard to hang out with the "queen bee's", which I now know, I was the main conversation at their lunch table.I filled my wardrobe with top-of-the-line clothes...that were hand-me-downs from my sister, or...
August 25th, 2011 at 05:08am

30 day challenge- day 02.

Where do you want to be in 10 years.Well let's see. 10 years from now I'll be 23. When I'm 23, I want to be starting my career as a hair dresser. And I don't want to live in Cape May County. Heck, I don't even want to live in New Jersey! Maybe Florida, or Mishigan..or any place away from here. I want to be a hair dresser, because it's easy enough. Just go to school a few years. And whip out the...
August 25th, 2011 at 04:37am

My summer in a short.

Well it's coming to an end, so I figured I'd tell you a little about it.(:To make it easier, I'm going to go by month and pull out the highlights.June- Got played numerous times. My ex-best friend fanegled her way into getting me to trust her again. My idiotic, naive self did, and it turned out bad, bad, BAD. She wants to fight me again. >.<I also got played by a boy. I grew up with him, and...
August 25th, 2011 at 04:06am

Thirty day challenge: day one.(:

Your current relationship status. If you are single, explain how life is.Relationship status: {<3} siNGlE. { } cufFED.Hmm. Well...I'm honestly not too worried about it. In the summer at least around here) almost everyones single, because alot of tourists come down, and everyone trys to flirt with them. Besides me. I've just kinda been watching all these people waist there time. I don't beleive...
August 24th, 2011 at 10:39am

Dear Rich;

Dear Rich,It seems like just yesterday that I met you. You came over to the tiney apartment with brownies, ready to watch a football game. You didn't even like brownies...or chocolate..It seems like just yesterday you, my mom, Annmarie (my sister), AJ (your son) and Andrew (my brother) all moved into a house together.I finally felt like I had a family. A dad to fill the empty space my real one...
August 24th, 2011 at 08:26am

FML</3

I feel like my life is crumbling to peices! This summer has been terrible! Everyone just simply hate me all the sudden. My "best friends" have been fake, or turned against me. Everyone hates me. i wanna move as far away from cape may county as possible. Like mishigan or something, where no one knows me. I have about 1 true friend. And whos to say she won't tuen out like the rest?! I'm done. Why...
August 13th, 2011 at 09:47am

I used to have a best friend...

we had sleepovers every other night, and in the winter, every weekend. We cheered together. When she moved to a different town, she moved there too! We liked all the same music, and we had the same "type" when it came to guys. We always shared clothes, and wore our hair the same way. We were always by eachothers side. We always went to the same school. Everyone who didnt know us, swore we were...
July 28th, 2011 at 09:33am

Advice needed..:/ and its appriciated...

This kid i've known and liked sinse second grade, comes down every summer and our families chill on the beach and what not. Today on facebook, i told h hm to "hmu"(hit me up). Soo he texted me, and told me he wanted to hook up and that he'd date me. (hooking up to him means make out, i checked). And then he asked me out. My foolish self said yes. So then we were talking and then he was like,...
June 24th, 2011 at 06:55am

January...

Today i was thinking about the bot i like. I mean i always think about him, but never think of what hes doing. The last i heard about him was about 2 weeks ago he told my friend that he knew i like him. I was wondering why he hadn't beem talking to me, but him finding out...that explains it. I have no chance with him. But damn. I remember when he liked me back in January. January. How far away...
June 21st, 2011 at 07:41am

Mibba-what I hate, and what I appriciate.

I hate:When people comment and ignore the writing skills, but nag about not doing something right or by the rules.When the girls obsess over the guys on here. Go to teenspot.com if you want a relationship.The My Chemical Romance obsessers. MCR is my all time favorite band, but some of these people over do it with the constant journals and stuff about them...it's like it's a contest to see who...
June 20th, 2011 at 07:54pm

Do you like me now?

I am 5'2 feet tall. I have shoulder legnth, choppy layered, brown hair. I used sun-in to make it lighter, and now people call it light brown or dirty blonde. I am obsessed with different colored hair exstentions, and i love the scene style even though it's "out". I love music. BrokeNCYDE, 3oh!3, eminem, redjumpsuitap., the beatles, mason musso, mitchel musso, and so much more. I got made fun of in...
June 20th, 2011 at 07:40pm

Face down-red jumpsuit apparatus

I first started listening to RJA when I was 7. My favorite song by them was "your gardian angel". That same year, was the year my step dad came around. He was just my moms boyfriend, and we lived in a small appartment, but he was always over. He was very nice, and loved rock and roll. He was nice to talk to, and he made my mom very happy. When I was 9, he and my mom got serious and decided to move...
June 20th, 2011 at 06:53pm

*** Father's Day.

Today I was with a family friend of mine. Shes 14. Her mother is abnormaly imature and acts like she's 9 and she 43. She hates her husband (who is 66 & I will admit is fairly grumpy) and she makes it a point to feed it into her childrens minds that he is a horrible person. Shes fat and lazy and has no job, and he works his ass off to suppirt his wife and 3 kids. Never once did I ever hear them...
June 20th, 2011 at 06:09am