It's been almost a year since I've been on here, and before that it had been awhile. I don't know, I used to love coming on here in high school but once I got to college I got busy and I have no ideas to write anything, and even if I did, I definitely don't have the time to write anything. My life is crazy and hectic and it's really ridiculous sometimes, I'll admit that. I wish I had the drive to...

You read right, lol. Personally, I think I sound absolutely terrible on video, so pardon me if I sound almost manly. >.>But anyways. I apologize for how weird I look right at the beginning and the end. When my thing goes to start, it counts down. I have a Mac. Thank you, PhotoBooth. v.v But I finally got to break in my camera!Okay, I hope that worked. *fingers crossed*So, do you guys notice...

And I don't mean grades-wise, because I always do good. I mean people-wise. I have my friends I talk to. I have my quiet moments. So far, I'm having a year when I'm not being bullied. That is huge for me. I think this will be the first whole year I go without being bullied. Excited? Yeah.I'm also starting to be happy with how I look. I'm starting to believe I'm pretty and that I'm not fat. Yeah,...

I had a great Christmas!My presents (from my parents and grandma) are as follows:-All 8 Harry Potter DVDs (in a neat little box)-Bridesmaids (DVD)-Seven Pounds (DVD)-Sweet Home Alabama (DVD, and my most favorite movie EVER. Like seriously guys. I'm addicted to this movie and can quote parts of it.)-Knocked Up (DVD)-The Ugly Truth (DVD)-The Switch (DVD)-The Back Up Plan (DVD)-Some more DVDs (when...

Honestly, why do people believe this shit?Sorry. Brutally honest sometimes. Anyways.Why? Any of you Mibbians who do believe it, please share, because I don't understand.The world isn't ending. Why? It's just the end of a period in the Mayan calendar. You know how we have centuries? Well, tomorrow is their changing, like how we changed from the 20th century to the 21st. THE WORLD ISNT ENDING. If it...

And that, my lovelies, is gun control.Gun control.I believe we should have the right to have guns. Don't get me wrong, I think it's way too easy to get a gun. I think it should be harder to get one. And I don't think normal everyday citizens like you and me should be able to get assault rifles or automatic weapons. Automatic weapons, for those who don't know, are those where you can hold down the...

If you haven't already heard, there was a shooting at an elementary school in Connecticut. A fucking elementary school.How the hell can you go to a school and shoot innocent, defenseless children? How can you look at a child and shoot them? It's bad enough to have teenagers go into a high school and shoot another. It's bad enough to have someone go into a building and shoot random people. But to...

So I have a MacBook, right? And my dad's bugged me about backing up my music and stuff and that I needed to figure out how to do it because he's never worked with a Mac. Well, figured it out. Got Time Machine going. It's backing up now. It's at 1.08 GB out of 66.06 GB. Oh lord have mercy. >.> I'm gonna be here awhile. Addition, now it's decided it wants to be stupid.Now. Am I the only one it...

So first off, that guy from Sunday pissed me off. All day he bugged me about me sending him a picture of me in my bra. Let me say this now, I'm not meaning to bash anyone who sends these pictures. I'm just not that type of person. But I told him no, multiple times. He kept bugging me about it. When I went to bed he was still bugging me and finally he was like, "Fine." So I went, "Now, I'm going to...

Everyone has issues with stereotypes. I get it. I do. I have issues with the show Jersey Shore because it irritates me, but hey, I know people who love that show. I may not love a show, but seriously, I'm not gonna say you can't watch it.Apparently MTV is coming out with the new show, Buck Wild. Apparently, a senator from West Virginia thinks the show is wrongly showing a stereotype.As...

So I haven't talked to this guy since April. The whole reason we stopped talking is because he was being a hypocrite. I had told my friends about a couple things he said and he flipped shit when he found out, and the whole reason it pissed me off was because he had told his one friend he wanted to see me naked. I didn't flip on him when he told me that. But anyways.So we hadn't talked since April....

So over the summer, I worked with my mom at this government contractor. Anyways, once school started, I wasn't going to because the building is an hour and a half away. So tonight we're eating dinner and my mom mentions that if they approve it, I could do alphabetizing at home and get paid for it. Oh, forgot to mention, I hated the fucking job over the summer. Hated it with a fiery burning...

Feeling like complete shit. I don't know how else to blatantly describe it. I don't even know why I started feeling like this. I just feel like I'm worth nothing. I feel like everything with J is just a big joke on me, and that I'm the fool for believing it. I can't understand why he would actually want to see me and hang out with me. I just don't feel happy about who I am, and I can't understand...

I hate it. I really do. I haven't wrote anything awesome since August, when I finished my story Just A Dream. That's the best thing I've ever written, and I can't think of anything good to write. I mean, I've thought of some ideas. But I'm not invested in them. I'll be so excited at first and then I feel like I'm forcing myself to write them. I tried explaining this to my friend earlier today and...

But we both basically agreed it probably wouldn't be a good idea for me to go.At lunch today, I was texting J (he goes to school on the other side of the county), and he said he had tickets for Skyfall tomorrow. I didn't know where it was going so I was like, "Nice? Lol." So then he asks if I want to go, and I said I want to but that I'd have to ask my parents. And he said okay, but then I ended...

So today in my sociology class, we talked about a story in 1991 of this guy, who was gay, adopting a son. The boy was 7, and he said he was fine with it. The only difference was that instead of women, his dad liked men. So today we had a discussion about if gay people could adopt and raise children as well as a "normal" family.These two boys said no. This one boy went on the whole, "Adam and Eve,...

Due to the fact that J might be coming to my house in the morning.My parents are going grocery shopping, which means they'll be gone for a few hours. Which means, if he can, J will be driving out to my house. Am I excited? Hell. Yes.This time I won't be awkward. I can't be awkward. Last time he left with an awkward hug. No awkward hugging! I refuse to let it happen. It's only as awkward as I make...

Two years. Crazy? I don't know. I live in a smallish town. I mean, we have this Apple Blossom Festival every year, and we get out of school because of it. My one friend moved from a big city to here and was like, "I thought town holidays only happened in movies." Lmao. Anyways, I'm off topic. I live in a small, somewhat southern town, so there aren't a lot of great guys here. A lot of them try to...

Oh my jesus. I can't. Why am I insanely happy just by talking to him? For 3 weeks, I have been in an almost non-stop great mood and insanely happy just by talking to him. Is that crazy? Is it? He just makes me so insanely happy AND WE'RE NOT EVEN DATING. Every time I get a message from him, I smile. I've gotten to where I text him during school because he asked if I would leave my phone on so I...

URGH. So, I missed school on Wednesday because I overslept. So I figured when I went to school Friday (I have this teacher every other day), I would get my work. Well, I show up Friday and guess what? GUESS THE FUCK WHAT GUYS. I have a sub in there. >.< So, I figured, 'Kay, that's fine. I'll go Monday and get my work." Guess what? GUESS THE FUCK WHAT. He wasn't there today either. We have a...