Funeral

I feel like everything this week has just kind of blurred by and I've been in my own world of memories and family. I've been so depressed that I just still can't wrap my mind around the fact that my grandma is actually gone.Her funeral is this morning, which I still need to get ready for, and I'm really just not prepared for this. I was fine with it being a closed casket when they first decided it...
August 16th, 2013 at 12:42pm

Crying parents? || Rest In Peace, Grandma

I don't like it. I don't like it at all. I've only seen my father cry 3 times in my 20 years of life...and it still shocks me.The first time, when my grandmother was hurt and hospitalized when I was younger. The second, when my amazing cousin Brett died. And third, when my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer 10 months ago.And I'm not prepared to see him cry this week. He's being tough...but I...
August 13th, 2013 at 01:23pm

How to feel okay with this?

I'm so...I don't even know how to feel right now. I'm completely lost and devastated. I find it hard to breathe knowing that there's nothing we can do anymore. I really don't know what to do.Today, my beloved grandmother passed away. She had been battling cancer for less than a year and though her battle was short...she fought it like a champ. I'm so upset that she's gone, but I'm at peace that...
August 12th, 2013 at 10:30pm

The Click Five || That ONE band

Hello mibba friends!So I'm sitting here in my room, blubbering like a baby right now.Does anyone remember that band "The Click Five"? They're most famous for their song "Just The Girl" (cause she's bittersweet, she knocks me off of my feet...).Anyway, since I was way younger, The Click Five has been MY LIFE. I literally spent all of my childhood obsessing over that band and dedicating my life to...
January 14th, 2013 at 11:06pm

Merry Christmas!

Hello!!! (:Just thought I'd wish everyone a Merry Christmas and happy holidays! (:I won't be here to update my fics until the weekend, but I thought I would stop by and make a quick post to wish you all well and hope that you all have a lovely Christmas!!What did you wish/ask for? And if you're reading this after Christmas, what did you get? I'm getting money and dvds and all that kind of stuff....
December 25th, 2012 at 12:18am

My Novel + Frustrations + My Dream

I don't know...I'm just so frustrated at the moment. There are points in the day when I feel like giving up this dream and just hoping that I can forget all about it.Since I was 11 all I have wanted to do was write a novel...and everyone told me I couldn't do it. They told me that I would never amount to anything and that I would never be able to make my dream come true.And I proved them wrong. I...
December 17th, 2012 at 11:22am

I SAW ED SHEERAN TONIGHT!!!

I'm literally all alkajsdlkgjaksldga right now because I can't even explain what I'm feeling at the moment. It's like happiness mixed with AJSDLKGJASLKGDJA mixed with sadness because it's over and...I DON'T KNOW. I'M SERIOUSLY SITTING HERE JUST BEING EXCITED.So the show we went to was a benefit show through the radio station in my town and they were raising money for charity. And originally Bruno...
December 16th, 2012 at 08:53am

School Shooting

I'm honestly at lost for words. My heart is seriously breaking so much right now. How do you explain something like this? What was the motive? How could this have happened?Nobody that young should have to die. Nobody should have to die like that, period. It's such an awful tragedy.How do you tell a mother and father that they will never be able to talk to their child again? How do you break that...
December 14th, 2012 at 10:57pm

Recommend Stories? Also, fanfic updates!

Hello lovely people!! I hope you're doing VERY well. And if you're not and having a bad day; cheer up! You can message me and I'll try to cheer you up. :)Anyway, just thought I would write and update and talk and what not lol. I haven't been very connected to the mibba community lately. After I received death threats (talked about in my last blog), I haven't felt much like writing the past few...
December 13th, 2012 at 11:10am

Regarding Larry Stylinson/My Fanfic/Hate I've Received

Okay I don't usually step into the drama part of this band, because I honestly don't care. I'm here for the boys and the music. I don't pay attention to relationships, though I do find Eleanor lovely. But here goes.I ship Larry Stylinson as a bromance. Nothing more. And if you ship them as a relationship, that's okay too. I don't have a problem with that. Most Larry shippers that I know have given...
November 19th, 2012 at 12:41am

Update on my candy bowl requests

Hi everyone! Hope you're all having a wonderful day!Just thought I would stop by and let everyone know that asked for a treat in my candy bowl that I am working on the one shots. I know I said I would have a majority of them done yesterday, but some things came up and I didn't get the chance to finish them. :( Sorry everyone!But I am working on them now (I have my list up and I'm going down it and...
October 26th, 2012 at 11:45pm

My Mother: Advice needed

Okay I need to rant. Like, really rant. And I'm going to get personal. So please just, I don't know, listen? I just need someone to listen to me rant about this.Okay. For my entire life I haven't had the easiest or the most normal childhood. I mean, I was a normal child, but my family life wasn't. My Mom has had Paranoia Schizophrenia ever since I was little and probably before that. But I guess...
October 26th, 2012 at 08:55am

NaNoWriMo!!!!

Hello everyone! :)So is anyone participating in NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) this year? I've been thinking about it for a month now on whether or not I would participate, as I did last year, and decided that I would join in on the fun once again!If you don't know what NaNoWriMo is/about you can click here to learn more about it.To those of you who are planning on participating, do you...
October 26th, 2012 at 02:29am

I don't know what to do now

Maybe I'm being a baby about this. I don't know. I'll try to explain what I'm feeling right now.So, obviously, I'm a writer and I spend a majority of my time writing. And I think I've gotten better over the years and I've gotten some good feedback here on mibba. I really do love constructive criticism. It just really helps me and I enjoy it.The thing I don't enjoy is plain criticism. I usually...
October 25th, 2012 at 01:04pm

Laura's Candy Bowl!!!

Happy Mibbaween, everyone!!! So I've decided to participate in it this year, since last year I didn't. And I've seen people doing these and decided to do my own! So here is my candy bowl!! :)You can only choose 2 treats of the following!! (No, you may not choose 2 one shot requests.)Butterfinger -4 left (for All Time Low fans)A All Time Low one shot about whichever member you would likeStarburst...
October 25th, 2012 at 01:22am

To those who read one/multiple stories of mine:

It's been about 2 months since I've updated anything on here. Basically, it's been 2 months since I've been here. Nobody probably cares or noticed that I was gone, but to those who were subscribed to my more popular stories that I haven't updated; I'm sorry.I don't even know what to say. I've had a lot going on in my life lately. I'm just going to tell everything that's been going on instead of...
October 22nd, 2012 at 08:47pm

Can't stand it here anymore.

I seriously can't stand being in this house anymore. All I want to do is for someone to call me back for a job so I can move out of here and be away from all the people that make me feel so horrible all the time.My family attacks me so much with their words and their judgement and it just makes me feel so bad. I feel like I'm losing here and I don't know what to do anymore.I feel so freaking...
July 29th, 2012 at 08:18pm

I don't know

I feel like one moment I'm fine and the next moment I'm hiding from everyone, crying my eyes out. I feel so alone and like I can't rely on anyone. None of my friends really understand how I feel every single day.I guess I'll explain. I met this guy when I was in the 8th grade. Over a year we became really good friends and I started to really like him. That summer we talked about it and in August...
July 28th, 2012 at 04:27pm

One Direction - June 2nd

Okay so I promised some people who read my stories that I would post a blog about the concert. I made my album of pictures I took on facebook public, so you can view it. Be aware, they are shit pictures because I was so far back. lol View pictures here.But basically, it was just all around AMAZING. When we got to Chicago it was only 7am so we couldn't check into our hotel yet. So we went to the...
June 5th, 2012 at 05:46pm

Hmmm...I don't know about new mibba yet.

When I first saw it I hated it. I guess I just don't like change. But now that I've spent all day clicking around and checking it out...it's growing on me. There are some things I don't like and I find confusing, but all around I think it could be a good change. I just need to check it out some more and get used to it I suppose lol
May 24th, 2012 at 10:00am