It seems like he is always mocking me. I watch him bounce between the ward and the hospital now I wonder....each time he says i'll change just stay by me does he mean it? I know now what I must do. I have been played each time being used for what im worth, it's time I stand up and fight for me. I don't agree with it anymore. I let him beat me up i let him take out all his anger, then he'll toss me...