I get that, it's just when a person reads all or a lot your poems and you keep seeing it it just doesnt look good. I'm willing to say that and have you be mad at me cuz I really think it could help you. Im not wanting to just jump at you and be mean. I love your stuff and other than that your writings pretty flawless.
I've read a lot of your poems and to be honest...I loved every single one of them. I can't say that about a lot of poets. Keep writing seriously and comment on my wall if you're posting a new one. And that's terrible that your poems are true. I hope everything works out!