So I've been suspended from this section over the last few months. I think it was because I protseted the new rules. And I think I'm probably never going to post another journal again anyway, because it seems that mibba has become something that I'm no longer interested in being a part of. One of the stories I'm subscribed to just got suspended, and it just seems to me that a truly creative site...

I'm going to see The Cure when they come in May!!!!! *rocks out to Lullaby*I'm so excited... they're supposed to be incredible in concert... and my parents and brother are coming all the way down here to see the show too! That's a kinda big deal, they're driving 4 hours to see a concert on a Thursday... it'll be exciting. Our seats are in the back, but they're dead center, and it's supposed to be...

Okay, so last night I went to a concert. It was Head Automatica, a free concert in the kinda main quad area of my uni. I was kinda dressed up because me and some other girls were going to go party afterwards, but I was dancing and having fun (got on the rail). Well, I was trying to get out of the crowd towards the end of the concert, looking for me friends (who I'd been separated from when the...

So on Thursday I started my classes. My Spanish 1 class is taught entirely in Spanish, though I like the Professor. My French 4 class is too easy, but the professor is hilarious, so I don't mind much XD. My Philosophy class is kinda boring, kinda interesting, and kinda hard to understand. Whatever. My Music fundamentals class is very intimidating, it sounds like a lot of work, and I'm kinda...

Hey everyone. I just got moved in to my new dorm room, met my new roomies (yes, there are two of them), and it's been one night so far. And damn was last night fun. I'm meeting so many new people... okay, don't get mad at me for this, I didn't do anything dangerous, but me, one of my room mates, and a bunch of her friends went back to this other girl's dorm last night and took shots. I've never...

So, I'm moving tomorrow. I'm leaving for college. Which means I will have VERY little access to the internet today, Saturday, and probably Sunday, maybe even Monday. So I guess this is "ta ta for now".And I'm sorry to those few of you who actually read my stories; I'll try and get that new one-shot up by Monday. Love you all, and wish me luck!

XD I just dyed my hair. Well, my mom dyed it, but I mixed the solutions and everything...So I have blond hair, but now it's blue/black underneath. Like, blue black as in it looks jet black until you see it in the sun, then you can see the blue tint to it.I'm SO happy with it. I wasn't allowed to dye my hair creatively for a year while I was working at this pastry shop in town, but now that I'm...

So I'm feeling REALLY tired. I think today confirmed my suspiscions. See, I've got some eating issues, and sometimes I vomit after I eat. It started back in February, but didn't get habitual until about May or June. Now I'm starting to worry that it's taken some permanent toll on my body. I lost some weight, which is good. The bad things are the things that never happened before. Now I get really...

I need someone to define drabble for me. I wrote this one-shot (that might actually end up as a longer story), and I'm not sure if it fits the description or not. I've heard it's a story with hints at slashyness. Does it apply to femmeslash too? I don't want to go too much in to detail, but in my story the main character is basically in love with her friend (who is a girl), but the "in love" part...

So, I sat down all determined to write, but I'm kinda thinking I might just go ahead and abandon this story. I was really liking it, and I think the idea could really go somewhere, but the writing seems kinda medeocre. And I'm going to have less time to write anyway once my classes start next week, so I think I might just not worry about it. I mean, I only have a few readers, so it's not like a...

I'm GOING to update my story. I really will this time. I'm going to write an update now, well, unless I get a phone call or something. I'm probably just doing this to put off packing my stuff, but that's beside the point. Either way, I need to update. I haven't in a while. I wouldn't call it writer's block, more like writer's "frustration with lack of comments for original fics".Oh, and right now...

So... I'm moving out of my parents' house and in to the dorms in *counts*... Three days. Well, we're driving down on Saturday, and I'm moving in on Sunday. So right now I'm freaking out, bored, excited, anxious, nervous, extatic... all of it. I still need to finish packing my clothes and cleaning my room, and there are a few last minute items I still have to go out and get. I'm so EXCITED right...

"The topic of your journal has to be something worthwhile and can’t be silly spam. You need to put effort into your journals. Two line journal entries will get you banned from this section of the site and you won't be able to post journals anymore."I'm sure you all know where that's from, you see it every time you post a new journal. So I'm sitting here, reading the journals, and I come to find...

I'm dead tired today. I think that purging makes me get tired. It did last night, I went to bed at 10:00 last night. And today, after I did it, I practically fell assleep on the couch. My mom came home to find me on the couch wrapped in a blanket and half assleep. Since I had no answer for why I'm so tired, she started getting all fussy and feeling my forehead. Now she thinks I'm coming down with...

GAH! I really wanted to watch LOTMS. Not for the millionth time, I've actually only seen it once. So... you know how netflix has movies online now? It's pretty nifty. Anyway, I thought, "hey, I'll watch it on Netflix online!". Yeah, no. Not only do they not have LOTMS in the online movies, they don't have it in their entire database. So I searched for Bullet in a Bible (which I've only seen once...

I remember how it was just a normal day until I got to first period world history. I was in 7th grade, 12 years old, in 2001. I didn't find out about the twin towers until after I got to my first class. I didn't even know what they were before that. I realized it was a tragedy, but I didn't realize what it would spark. The war, the resentment between different countries, the political debate, the...

I have been SO sparradic this last week or two... I'm "trying" to work on not throwing up as a solution to eating too much and a way to loose weight... this weekend I just kept skipping meals (which made me feel good about myself, but it also made me dizzy), which I understand is bad, but it still felt good. And today... today I did alright, until that bowl of ice cream I just had. I mean, I...

I hate computers. I hate it when our internet connection fails me. I'm addicted to the internet, but I hate it sometimes anyway. GAH! I'm trying to fill out some kind of waiver for my college so I don't have to pay for something or other I already have... and it keeps fucking up! And I need my dad's help, but he's still at some stupid meeting. And I'm just frustrated with it all. Huh... I had a...

I feel happy right now. REALLY happy. Tomorrow after work, Megan, my brother, and possibly her brother, are driving to Berkeley to visit friends, go to a concert, the usual. We're going to go to that HIM listening party thing at Hot Topic before the concert. And then we'll go to Gilman and see some live music, which will be a blast. This time, we get to take friends. We have some friends who are...

I made a really kickass poster. I'll take a pic of it and put it up when I can. What I did is that I put a BUNCH of my favorite lyrics from songs I love, short snippets that mean something to me, on this white posterboard, and they're all separated by some cool leafy designs I drew. It's almost done, I only need one more little line, and I want it to be something by the Sex Pistols. Unfortunately,...