It's absurd how much I want her- as a friend, yes but more than that also. Maybe because she's so different from Olivia. Not in athletics so I don't have that throbbing fear of her seeing me so unguarded ..but there must be more. I'm drawn to her. Much like I was drawn to Deven, years ago. Similar to how I was drawn to Olivia. very similar. But Olivia, she was open. Ready for new. Her sharp...