My heart's like an open book, for the whole world to read.

April 18, 2012
Music; Hollywood Whore - Papa Roach.
Chatting With; No one.
Feeling; Guilty.
Updates; Wrote a new story, so I'll post it today, and I'll try and write some more and update existing ones. Summer's coming, which means school won't be kicking my ass so much.

Let it out, let it out, you can scream and you can shout.

Hey, name's Amber, but some people call me Sin. I'm a eighteen-year-old rocker who has an ungodly obsession with Motley Crue and an indescribable love for Nikki Sixx. That man has been in my life for over ten years now, and he inspires me to live. I am a concert/music/tattoo junkie. I have seen the Crue seven times, and there is no way I'm stopping there. People will tell you I'm opinionated, rebellious, and overly mature for my age. Even though I believe I'm horrible at it, writing has become an outlet for me, as well as graphic design. My life has certainly not been rainbows and butterflies, and I have it etched in my mind that I will trek through this hell alone.

My biggest dream is to meet Nikki Sixx. Even though words would be hard to form, I want to be able to tell him that he has saved my life in every sense of the word. I want to look him in the eyes and tell him I love him, not because of his appearance, but for what he has done for me and so many others. I want to get his signature tattooed over my cutting scars to always remind me of his impact on me (I don't really need a reminder, though, do I?). He has saved me. Without him, I would not be here.

He's the knife in your back, he's rage.

Photoshoot {Nikki Sixx/Tommy Lee; Completed}
Don't Leave Me {Nikki Sixx/Tommy Lee; Completed}
Don't Die {Nikki Sixx/Tommy Lee; Not completed}

In this theatre of pain, love and hate's the same.

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