Ashley..I don't even know where to begin.I remember the first day I met you..It was the first time going to your house and meeting your brother. Right before I was suppose to leave you started talking to me. You told me how much you loved my hair. I wasn't sure how to take it all in. You touched my heart that day. You really did. I still don't know where to begin..Ashley..your heart..It's filled...

So your'e asleep right now, and I just woke up... Through the past year and a half, we've been through an awful lot... And though we stopped talking for a while, we found our ways back to each other. I wanted to say thank you.Thank you for all that you've done for me in the past 5 years. Thank you for holding my head up when I couldn't. Thank you for continuing to be there for me through...

If everyone could send up a prayer for Ashley Molla, please.The family is trying to get as many prayers for her as possible.This is happening at 12 today.Pray that the pain she is in stops.That either she is healed, or the suffering ends completely.She is a 19 year old teenage girl, she never deserved any of this. She means the world to me. All I want is to know that she's smiling, or see that...

I'm really missing home tonight.I'm sitting here blaring Eminem in my ears, so I don't have to hear anyone else.I was happy tonight. Well it's been on and off. I had gotten on the phone with Johnathon and I came inside. My mom and stepdad started playing around, pushing eachother, wrestling and such. Well...Mom actually started to get mad...She does this voice when she's mad. I don't know how to...

I'm at the point where I want to write, but I'm not sure what about. I have had so many thoughts running through my head. That's all they do..They continue to run. Lately, I can't remember them. It's like they run through, then all of a sudden their gone. It must be the weed. I seem to forget more when I smoke..Especially with how much I've been smoking lately. It's lessened a tad.It's been hard....

Life...It throws you a lot of ups and downs, a lot of curve balls. You can be so incredibly happy and not have a care in the world..Then something happens; maybe a loss, maybe a realization, maybe just some random event. Something you never could have imagined would take place. Or maybe it's something that was in the process of happening, it was building itself up, and it finally took place....

Well it's 3:24 in the morning..My mom just lit up a bowl to smoke...I'm sitting here..I just woke up...My mind won't seem to stop working...That's all I seem to do here, think. And frankly, it's killing me. I keep remembering home, and then I become homesick, and it becomes the only place I want to be. I've always said that California is my home....But I've come to realize it isn't. My home is in...

It seems all night, and all morning my mind won't stop working. It keeps going and the thoughts keep rushing in. At a time I just want it to stop. I feel so bombarded with my own memories, my own fears, everything...I don't know what to do. I don't know how to make it stop. It's making my head hurt...I broke down earlier too, on skype. I realized I have all these things that I'm afraid of..All...

Ashley Nicole Molla.19 Years old.Suffering from Fredricks Disease, Cystic Fibrosis, Muscular Dystrophy, etc.In cardiac Failure.Lungs completely filled with fluid.Heart shutting down.This girl...She tells me I'm her best friend.She tells me she isn't afraid any more.She tells me she's ready to go home.She laughs.She cries.She smiles.She's a smartass.She's like my big sister.I love her.I help take...

Wow..This is insane.Well I'm back home now. I was with my friend John, living with him for almost a month helping around the house and with his sister. She's handicap. She has something called fredricks disease, cystic fibrosis, and several other things. Now, she's in cardiac failure. So it's been pretty tough. Each day she looks worse. I look at her and all I can think is, Why? She's so...

Is it possible..?Everyday girls search for that one boy that will treat them like the princess they are. They search for days, weeks, months, years...We go through masses of jerks. We go through heartbreaks. We go through being treated wrong. Or we go through pushing away the ones that are actually kind to us.What is it that we look for?It seems most of the time we go for just a pretty face. Is...

Relationships.Respect.What are those these days?Our society has morphed its morals into something destructive and inconvient. Well convinent for certain people.Where can you find a person that wants a decent, meaningful relationship? It's either you can or you can't. Or maybe it's a matter of getting lucky in finding a person with the right mindset. Most people today all they want is sex. That's...

This is Mine and Pauls' Bucket list. We started talking about a week or so ago, and something just clicked. We use to know eachother, but we weren't really friends then. Now..We have a friendship like no other. We talk everyday, 24/7 and each day we always talk about something we have to do together..so we decided to make a list.Terms:Each task must be completed together, or it will not be crossed...

You look at yourself and wish, pray you could see someone else staring back at you in the mirror. You think about what could be, or what should be. You look back at your life and regret nearly everything you've done. You wish, pray that things could be different...Would have been different. Yet life is what it is. You can't change anything. It's set in stone.In all of that..There's those moments...

Are you fucking kidding me.?I fucking hate you.I suppose this is all my fault like always..Right.? You played me, you lied to me, you gave me false hope, you faked your promises...It then ends up you telling me that i never cared.? That you loved me, and cared about me sooo much..That you're sorry for doing that...? Really.? Please. Dear. Tell me another lie.I have done nothing but been there for...

TylerJamesBook.My best friend.Oh how i miss you, Shuggs.You died in March, and you were my everything. I remember i had stayed home that day..and I was just hanging out...Then all these posts on facebook came up about the accident. Then i get a text from Kelseys mom tellin' me to come homee...That she has something to tell me. I felt my heart begin to drop. I go to the house, sit inside and wait...

Okkk. So there is a little background to this storyy. But this is what is on my minddd. I'm only thinking about it too, cause StephiiStephs is not online to talk to me.Okkk...Here we go.Just this past month I got out of a relationship. You could say it was bad. It was with this guy named austin. I met him through some friends, and we really clicked. We joked around and called eachother best...

There's something about knowing someone that always catches you by suprise. At the same time though, There's something about not knowing them. Because there will always be that little piece of them that they hide. No person has shared themselves completely. They hide. Whether it be something important. Something they are ashamed of. Maybe something they went through. An expierence, or thought that...