pain and a sense of guilt

And I ask why?:i siti listeni take it all inthe snarky remarksthe rude commentseverything without apolgythey don’t hear or listenmy pouding heartmy quicking breathheat rushes to my faceagain I am the source of the jokethe butt endthe scapegoati replyin my heada witty replysmarter than the rest of themwhat do they knowthey cannot seethe beautifulwonderfulimperfect mei don't know what to say....
October 21st, 2011 at 03:04am

Lost

Ok so here's the scoop.I needed to vent, and where's a better place than an online journal?I'm on a JV team at my high school and on Monday I sliced my eyebrow open playing volleyball by falling on my face-- Not one of my smarter maneuvers. I go to the scrimmage on Tuesday, and both practices on Wednesday and Thursday.We have a tournament on Saturday and on Friday we set up the courts and the gyms...
September 4th, 2011 at 08:12pm

Writing ideas

1. Inventors' Convention- Even centuary in a little place we call heaven all the great inventors have to come together and pick the next person to create the "next big thing." They choose what is invented and who this person will be.But, the inventor for the previous centuary died as a child, and no news ever reached the inventors about it. The next meeting convened and the men checked the charts....
July 15th, 2011 at 04:58pm

A possible poem

The saddest I've feltA realizationLosing faithGaining experience--In the worldDistanceA curious wordOne can feel it by standing closeTo familyTo imminent dangerA needTo be nearYet the world tells you to go farRushing windAn open handA security the grasp may giveVanishes with the breezeThe moment is overThe threshold crossedNo going backGrowing up______________This was spontaneously written and it...
July 14th, 2011 at 03:04am