[58] Jealousy.

Emily,I'm too scared to tell you this to your face, or over aim, so I want you to read it...I'm jealous.I'm so jealous of every single person you hang out with besides me...Honestly, especially Carrie.She dropped you like a hot potato, and I was there for you the whole time, now, all of a sudden you're friends with her again?I'm so jealous and I feel so bad about it... I don't know why I'm...
June 2nd, 2009 at 12:32am

[57] Betrayed.

I need to talk to you. You're making me feel like you don't like me, like you can't trust me.You tell random strangers more about your life than you tell me. I'm supposed to be your "best friend", but you can't discuss things with me?The only reason I'm alive right now is because of you, but you can't even tell me about your life? I feel so, so betrayed.I broke down yesterday. I wanted to hurt...
March 29th, 2009 at 07:41pm

[56] Real Genius Quotes! :]

•Your mother puts license plates in your underwear?•All brain, no penis•I think the kids enjoy it when I "get down" verbally.•You're laborers, you're supposed to be laboring!•What about that time I found you naked with a bowl of Jello?•Are you peeing?•Was it a dream where you're wearing, sort of sun-god robes and standing on top of a pyramid with a thousand naked screaming women...
March 28th, 2009 at 01:47pm

[55] Gah!

I'm typing this up from a school session in a psyche ward. It's like blah, homey.I hate hate hate it here.Ariel is playing Tetris next to me and Giacomo (the teacher) is being very ignorant as to what is going on.Kitties hate mermaids.Ariel got a puppy recently. She didn't name it Flounder.She should have.I hate it here so much.Sososososososososososooooooo boring.Gah.The mouse on this computer is...
February 17th, 2009 at 04:29pm

[54] Writing, Writing, Writing.

I will be deleting some of my stories in just a second. I will be rewriting some, ditching some. I don't know.I just don't feel certain stories anymore. There's no love between the story and me.I mean, expect great things from me, but don't think it's one of these things. When I start writing a story that I update faithfully and put more than a little effort into it, that's when you should pay...
January 25th, 2009 at 03:55pm

[53] OMG EDDIE CAHILL I LOVE YOU!

IT'S HIS BARFDAY TODAYYYYYYYY!31 years old and AS BEAUTIFUL AS EVARR!I LOFF YOU, YOU FLACKITY FLACKING FLACK, YOU!<33333333333333333333333:DUm, so anyway, I need to make this journal 100 words long...Yesterday was Quinn's birthday, so that makes her and Don Fla- I mean, Eddie Cahill, like, almost twins! LUCKY.Yeah, so... I'm gonna miss Grissom so muchhhh! I love himmmm!Not like i love my CSI:...
January 15th, 2009 at 05:10pm

[52] HEY, EMILY!

I got a picture of Cole. :]It's really crappy, 'cus he's really ugly when he's not wearing his trusty Yankess cap, but, uh, yeah...He would be the male that's not, like, 60 years old. :]Yeah, so... That's pretty much the entire point of this journal... OH! RIGHT!•KANAKAREDES! as in Melissa Manakaredes, a.k.a. Detective Stella Bona Cera! : D•Lindsay Monroe actually had a totally pwnsome moment...
January 15th, 2009 at 01:48am

[51] Possible Divorce and Why It's My Fault.

I don't have a lot of time, I'm supposed to go upstairs RIGHT NOW, and... I would type this on the upstairs computer, but my mom has put a lock on every door besides of two main closets, the pantry, and the door to MY room, which just recently was put back on the hinges, so I wouldn't be able to get into the computer room...Well, I don't exactly live a good lifestyle. Besides my lying, cheating,...
January 8th, 2009 at 03:47am

[49] Twenty Things That I Don't Really Feel Bad About...

1) Cheating on my science final. I need a good grade.2) Stealing my original science final so that I could retake it so that I could cheat.3) Ditching my "best friend".4) Stabbing a kid in the hand.5) Injuring people.6) Not going over to my grandparents' house EVERY FRICKING SUNDAY..7) Telling my parents to tell my grandma who lives in Omaha that I'm not there or in the bathroom whenever she...
January 4th, 2009 at 03:51am

[48] "Friends", Lies, and Pedophile Stalkers.

____So far this year, I believe I've lost quite a few friends. Losing friends is unfortunate, sure, but... Perhaps it's necessary. I need friends that aren't going to try to force to mature and improve me, I need to develop and learn in that manner on my own. Trial and error, embarrassment, punishment, fights, losing hope, and losing friends... You mature from things like that, not from a girl...
January 3rd, 2009 at 10:02pm

[47] Stephen King.

I seriously love this man to death. Bloody, gory, mutilated death. : DI recently rented out 3 of SK's novels:"The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon", "The Dark Half", and "Carrie".They were all amazing!Except I couldn't really focus on the story when reading "Carrie"...I kind of just sat there and felt sorry for Emily. <____<'WELL ANYWAY, I love horror stuff because I love to feel paranoid. :]I...
December 31st, 2008 at 09:29pm

[46] About Said Comic...

The plot, as well as a couple of characters, have been changed... And, uh, I guess you COULD say I've added another character... Or a few, really, if you count the voices in Axle's head (he's schizophrenic now, too.). :]This is the new summary:Axle Skelley, a gay albino boy of 17 years of age.He's schizophrenic, bi-polar, and paranoid.Known to sometimes have mild hallucinations... But he knows...
December 31st, 2008 at 09:01pm

[45] Another New Comic! :]

Ohyes. I JUST started another new comic last night. : DIt's called i'll be damned, and if you don't mind some yaoi/BL (boy love), some blood, and a whole lotta swearing, then you should totally check it out!summary:Axle Skelley is a 17-year-old albino boy.He is part of a motley crew consisting of 5 other people:Eleven, a blond-haired girl who's constantly bitching about something; Briana, an...
December 31st, 2008 at 02:21am

[44] Art, Art, Art, Artitity-Art!

Woah, dude... My family knows me too well.... Here are the art related things I got for Christmas:•5 tubes of acrylics•An easel•More acrylics•Acrylic gloss medium & varnish•2 new brushes•Classic acrylic starter set•10 page canvas pad•two 3 packs of 6 in. x 8 in canvases•One uber pack of Prismacolor markers, containing two sets of markers and one set of fine-line markers•One...
December 27th, 2008 at 08:37pm

[43] Basing Characters Off Of Friends.

Okay, obviously, I base a lot of characters off of my friends because, well... I love them to bits and pieces.In my new story (yet to be posted), Secrets In The Thorns, EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER is based off of someone in real life.Now, this particular journal is directed towards two of my best friends who I have based characters on in the new story:Emily and Vonni, whose characters I have named...
December 27th, 2008 at 05:53pm

[41] SCREW CHRISTMAS.

Ah, Christmas, oh, Christmas! The pissiest time of year!Oh, the good ol' times where we had to clean until our house looked like Jesus Christ attacked it with a Swiffer duster! (despite the fact that NOBODY WAS COMING TO OUR HOUSE!)Ah, the celebratory time of year where my grandpa screams at me to leave the table because of something Jacob said!Oh, the happy days where I'm told how much of a...
December 26th, 2008 at 02:28am

[40] Woah, When Did He Get So Beautiful?!

Tyson Ritter, I mean!I haven't listened to them in about a year, now...But, when on the phone with Arson a day ago, what do I hear other than Jaydinn in the background, strumming on his bass and singing quite loudly:"TRUTH BE TOLD, I MISS YOU! TRUTH BE TOLD, I'M LYIN'! WHEN YOU SEE MY FACE, HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL, HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL! WHEN YOU WALK MY WAY, HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL, HOPE IT GIVES...
December 24th, 2008 at 08:21am

[39] Dear You,

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December 22nd, 2008 at 10:33pm

[38] Ah, Marwood... :]

I finally dug out my old Marwood newspaper from the summer, and my folder from Poetry Class.I posted all of the poems I could find (in know there were more) except for one, which is done by our entire poetry class, "The Electric Blue Rebellion".So, I figured I'd put up some stuff from the newspaper, just for shits and giggles.HOROSCOPES:(by Anna & Briana, with a bit of help from...
December 21st, 2008 at 08:42pm

[37] Lykwoah.

This journal is about:•A new story (yeah, another one.)•FullMetal Alchemist•Stephen liking DCFC•my essay I have to write for English on my New Year's Resolution(s).•the fact that I'm getting an umlaut for Christmas.Okay, A) Yes, I am starting another story to accompany my Scarecrow fanfic and my story with the funky Latin title.An original realistic fiction... I'd classify it as a...
December 20th, 2008 at 06:51pm