Two Years Have Gone By! Hi Mibba!

Hello, yes, so... wow.Haven't been to Mibba since 2015, I think? Early 2016 if I'm correct and holy shit, so much has happened. And changed. And... warped. What even is this site anymore? WHO IS ON IT?!I honestly have no idea if I'm gonna be as active here as I am on tumblr or on ao3, but boy, do I have content I want to put here.Mainly, as always, Marvel. Critical Role is also about to be HAD on...
February 22nd, 2018 at 03:27am

Nico's First NaNo Log (2015)

Hello, dear Mibbians! So as November approaches, we are faced with one of the greatest challenges in the writing community, which is NaNoWriMo. I have heard too much about it to just let it pass. Last year I was going to try, but something drew me back, which was the awful plot and characters and overall unpreparedness.Yet this year I am going to fucking kill it. No, really, guys. You have no idea...
October 28th, 2015 at 05:37pm

Getting Mehndi/Henna as a Spaniard

So I've always wanted to try to make myself a henna tattoo, since I adore the intricate designs and so on, but suddenly I had a thought:Am I doing the thing?I have friends from all over the world, and I do know what culture aproppriation is, since, well, I am from Spain. My culture is constantly misinterpreted and done wrong on American TV shows where, aparently, either you're Mexican or you're...
October 18th, 2015 at 04:15pm

Day 3! || About Me

So what do I like about myself?This is still a tough question, even two years after all hell broke loose. Honestly, I still don't think I'm that much of a great person, but I guess I will start with what I guess I can do.I can write? I mean, I'm on Mibba, that's a bit obvious. I've been writing for eight good years and I guess I'm halfway there to being a good writer. I'm awfully poetic and...
September 7th, 2015 at 10:04pm

Day 2! || What Inspires Me?

What inspires me?Ah, that's a questions I really wanted to answer. Certain things inspire me a lot, very especifically, if I'm honest. Soundtracks, musicals, characters and their development, books, the weather, people from my daily life... But I'll make a list of three things which inspire me:#1: Movie SoundtracksThose that inspire me the most are Hans Zimmer with tracks such as Time from...
September 7th, 2015 at 09:55pm

Late Day 1! || Why?

So I know I'm a bit late for this but let's begin!Why am I doing this?Well, seems like everyone in Mibba is doing this blogging challenge and, after reading the questions, I thought it'd be actually fun to do it. These 'get-to-know-me' things entertain me thoroughly so here we are.What do I hope to gain, achieve from this?Consistency? The habit of writing daily again. I haven't taken the time to...
September 7th, 2015 at 09:28pm

I Am a Handsome Beast and You Can't Say Otherwise

I GOT MY HAIRCUT OH MY GOD LOOK AT ME I A SO HANDSOME AND FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I FEEL LIKE A GUY A REAL GUY A TRUE FUCKING GUY AND I AM SO DAMN HAPPY.On another note, my mom won't talk to me. My sister hates it, too. Dad isn't home yet, but this is actually giving me a bit of anxiety. I posted the picture on this group chat I have with my cousins and my sister and everyone was like WHOA!And my...
September 3rd, 2015 at 03:06pm

I Have Too Many Ships

I am not kidding. I have so many. Seriously so many. AND SO MANY GAY OTPS THAT JUST FUCK ME OVER.Like Cherik. Cherik fucks me up. Cherik and Grindeldore. Old couples who used to be friends but then grew to be enemies but STILL love each other fucks me up so badly, I just want to bawl my goddamn eyes out.Stucky. The cliché of best friends who have always been in love with each other is strong in...
August 27th, 2015 at 08:55pm

Group Write! OCs at Hogwarts // Anyone Wanna Join?

So recently I've become really obsessed with Harry Potter... for about ten years.I have always followed the saga, more now than I ever could thas to Pottermore! But sometimes I read all the books (every summer, this summer three times) or watch all the movies (marathon pending with my three best friends when I finish exams) and it just isn't enough. So my search for fics is kind of...
August 24th, 2015 at 07:52pm

I Love My Mother, but She Doesn't Love Me // Little Advice?

As some of you who follow me may know, I am transgender. And, as a transgender guy, there comes all sorts of things with it. Number one is a closer friendship with all my friends, due to the fact that I have told them my deepest and most well-kept secret. Number two is the intensification of dysphoria as soon as I accept to myself that I am transgender and there is nothing else. And, finally,...
August 23rd, 2015 at 07:06pm

Have You Ever Wished Someone Only the Very Best? // Hey, Mark

I don't know, man. Like, I genuinely don't know to what these incredible bundle of feelings amount to. I just know that I desperately wish Mark is happy.No, no, you don't understand. Well, maybe you do, if you're a Markipliter, but if you're not, just hear me out:Everyone has that celebrity, that someone who they admire and fawn over because they're, in our perspective, so goddamn perfect - when I...
June 28th, 2015 at 10:33pm

Culture Month // A Bit Late, but Nico Talks Spain

¡Hola a todos y a todas y los que estais en medio!Well, a few of you know for a fact that I am very proud of being Spanish. Some confuse it with Hispanic, which overall involves any Spanish-Speaking country such as Mexico, Argentina, Chile, Colombia... etc. But no, I'm from Spain. In Europe. Here's a lovely picture of where my country is.There. It is situated beside Portugal and below France. It...
June 26th, 2015 at 12:10am

Dear Trans Mibba (and Cis Mibba, Too), It's Time to Give Something Back

Hello? Uh, hi? *adjusts microphpne awkwardly* Well, hi, yes, this is to you. Not the cisgender, but the transgender people in this artistic community. Let me introduce myself.My name is Nicolás Esparza, and I mostly go by Nico or Nik. It's been a year and a half since I found out I'm a guy and five months since I came out for the first time to my friends. A month ago, I came out to my parents....
June 23rd, 2015 at 12:10am

You Don't Like Hardcore? I Don't Get You

So yeah, the title is a bit of clickbait for someone to DEFEND THEIR RIGHTS TO LIKE WHATEVER FUCKING MUSIC THEY LIKE and I get it. Because I'm like that. If someone starts insulting a genre, even one I deeply dislike, I cringe. Everyone likes their music. Leave them alone.Nah, this is not a blog dedicated to why I hate people who don't like hardcore. I like them plenty if they're nice. I've got a...
June 7th, 2015 at 06:06pm

About Ms. Jenner || From a Trans Point of View

I don't really follow sports. I don't know. I didn't even know who Caitlyn Jenner was until she came out of the closet as a transgender woman and the media blew up. But then I did.As a transgender guy, I was touched. No, really, I sat there with my iPad, watching her talk, and I just kind of... melted. My heart was a hot potato - wait, can that be said in English? No. I don't know. Maybe. Yes....
June 7th, 2015 at 05:21pm

A Message to the People of the World, Especially You

The first time I spoke to someone from another country I didn't understand it.I was too young to fully comprehend that this person was different from me. I didn't understand their accent, their skin color, and their speech. Their customs, their religion. I didn't understand it because I wasn't used to seeing someone so different from me. As a kid, I'd always been with the same kind of people, with...
March 7th, 2015 at 04:30pm

BDSM Advice || Nik Gets out of His Comfort Zone

So yeah, I need a lot of BDSM advice.Hot topic: 50 Shades of Grey. We all know about that book, we've all heard about it and its movie coming out. And I remember thinking "oh, great, so there's a BDSM book ariund that people actually read and feel as if it's a great thing? I am so happy for the BDSM community" but NOPE.I hate that book.It's a really bad fanfiction, let's face it. I honestly...
February 19th, 2015 at 07:32pm

I Made up a MCU Spinoff Universe || Universe 681

Okay, so if you've read what I've got so far on Cyan, you'll see that Fawn has been inserted and connected with various Marvel characters. Well, that's not just it. I've got 11 fucking original characters. And I'm not talking about y'know, original characters as secondary. No, guys, this universe will have a shit-ton of different plots on different places and I still need to polish a lot of...
February 16th, 2015 at 05:22pm

I Want to Get More Involved in Mibba || I Wanna Help!

So as an online writer, I've always felt that Mibba is the most welcoming of the sites. Sadly, it was welcoming when I joined, which, oh man, I remember the old layout. You know, the ones where the font was tiny and up and was orange...? I don't know, if you guys have pictures of it I'd love to see them, can barely remember...I think the profiles are great but they're missing the personal touch...
February 12th, 2015 at 10:18pm

I'm in Desperate Need for Bucky Fics || X-Men Feels!

I know it's called Earth-199999...999....9...? Okay, so I don't really know. Sue me. There are hundreds if not thousands of Captain America comics and I didn't really get all the universes right, but the one that matters, the one that started it all (and not the MCU's shitty adaptation but great characterization of Bucky) was the one where Bucky was Captain America's sidekick who used to be this...
February 10th, 2015 at 09:57pm