O have to fight with myself on a daily basis to not give in.. i am so in love and nothing happens for me.. I have to cry myself to sleep at night wishing i had the things i want in life.. wishing the chances were never stolen from me.. I watch as those around me smile with true happiness.. while those that have hearts so cold have a chance to have someone love them completely or the chance to be...

Ive been falling asleep on and off tonight.. but for some reason i cant just sleep.. too many thoughts clouding my mind.. distorting my visions.. what i want to be will never be.. what i see will never be me.. I dont know.. so twisted and confused.. wanting to shed everything and everyone unknown by me.. checking applications dropping those that judge me or never speak to me.. I dont need you.....

I dont know what to do sometimes.. Its like there is always going to be this struggle i have with myself.. I found out my moms cancer may be back and I honestly dont know how to handle it.. shes strong yes but me... Not so much.. I have this tendency to handle other peoples pain for them.. I dont know.. Maybe i need to not do that... But after doing it for years, how does one stop? I often think...

Everyday is a new day.. sad thing is its the same thoughts... such a distraction.. my mind wonders from where its supposed to be to several mind blowing thoughts of you.. Like a run on sentence, you are never ending.. I loved you yesterday, i love you today and i will most desperately love you tomorrow.. i have not forgotten about you and how complete you have made me.. I will allow each day to...

I've realized each day starts out as a new day... It's not supposed to hold ur troubles from ur last day.. Or evening.. I've decided to live each day at a time.. If i get mad I'll get over it, if Im happy I'll enjoy it because tomorrow never promises it.. We shld each live each day as If yesterday holds our best memory, today is our gift and tomorrow is NEVER promised.. It's been over a month yes...

Time flys by faster then the speed of light.. Wondering what happened.. How did this become.. Theres no guarantee for tomorrow..Live life as if tomorrow is not coming..Tomorrow is not Promised..Forgive those who've hurt you..Love those who speak with their actions, who love you with all they are..Never Give up.. Fight hard for what you believe in..ALWAYS say I LOVE YOU if you feel it.. It hurts...

You go through life.. Taking the paths you think are the safest.. Not understanding that tough roads are meant to be ahead.. Ive thought about thing and how i would handle life without the one person that has been there for me through everything no matter how hard things seem to have gotten..My Best friend... Diagnosed with Cancer... I pray to GOD everyday that he gives my mom the chance to live a...

Living life thinking your done is not fun.. Youve given up on everything and everyone.. Decided your heart is not the right one to follow....Wanting to find the day to my night... The one who makes my heart melt and my eyes sparkle.. The one that makes my breathing race.... Scared to death to say those three words... Is there someone out there for everyone??I found my happiness.. That special...

This is beautiful. Read it to the end....the message is awesome!!!By T.. D. JakesThere are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you:let them walk.. I don't want you to try to talk another person into stayingwith you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.When...

It's funny how we go through life and make little mistakes here and there, but some of them stick out so much we get hurt by them. You could be driving down the road, thinking and thinking. Wondering what it is you did wrong. You hear this song and you cant help but to cry. Thinking about the decisions you made and the thinks you did wrong and even what you can do to fix it all. But at the end of...