Dude, I remember when life was staying at my aunt's house and running around the horseshoe, not a damn care in the world just playing tag and fighting with my cousins.Now it's random crying out in public and chest pains and mood swings like a mo'.When the fuck did my life get so complicated? When did I fall apart and fail to pull it back together? When did I lose control? Me? The girl who raised...

So my sister and I are bummed out that we don't have a bottle opener. We have an electric can opener, so it's not like we have a can opener with one on it. So her husband usually opens the Heiniken with a bic and his hand. Neither of us could get it right today and he wasn't home, so we were moping because we wanted beer. Finally I got it, but just a minute ago I tried and I couldn't get it open,...

Are coming. I know i haven't been on here in AGES but seeing as I moved WAY sooner than I expected that's why. My PC isn't close to the internet, so I'm using my sister's and it's slower than molasses in an Alaskan January. And it won't accept my flash drive without going spazz on me. So I am doing updates and working on a new, different kind of story (for me anyway)m so please keep checking....

*giggles insanely like someone who really has just lost it, then starts crying hysterically.*I wonder how much longer I can keep up this LIE that is my life right now. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I mean, I think I do, because my life is a cycle, everything fits into a weird kind of routine for me, but I wonder when I'll stop acting like noting's wrong and just flip the fuck out....

I just updated my MCR "pre-story" if you will, so feel free to lemme know what you think! (And don't be afraid to rate it either).I was watching some EMO news story on someone else's blog today, and I just wanted to laugh. Well, I did laugh. I'm sorry. I guess I know people out there have those issues, I used to, but these people were just SO over reacting. And it kinda made me mad that there are...

I hate posting blogs that say that, but whatever. After the week I've had, I don't care. Anyway, I was just going to ask that if you are one of the few people that read my stories, at least leave some comment, random or otherwise so I at least know that these aren't sitting here for no reason. I'm almost done with the next update for "how it all started' so that should be fun. I just hope I can...

I've changed my mind. I haven't even moved out yet and I miss him already. He just doesn't make any sense, I can't get my head around what he says to me. I've spent the whole weekend trying to make myself understand, and I can't. I've given up. Obviously I did something wether he wants to admit it or not, because everything he says points to someone who is trying not to say anything else you don't...

So my boyfriend has just said he thinks we need time apart. I though only girls said shit like that? I don't know how I feel about it. Like, I feel sad, but maybe he's right? But at the same time...I've been thinking for awhile this was going to happen, it was just a matter of who did it first. I don't think I would have. Not soon, anyway. Do I hate him? No. I don't even think I'm mad. That's a...

Well, it was the best show of my life. It was worth missing Rise Against to get the surprise at the end of the night, and our arrival time could not have been better. My Chem opened with The End and played through all the good songs on Black Parade, and while they changed between being the Black Parade and "that other band," as Gerard casually called My Chemical Romance, they played "Blood"....

*SQUEEEEEESSSSSSS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is going to sound dumb because the show is on monday, but i just ordered my tickets for My Chem. I know a person who works for TransWorld (They own FYE and Coconuts) and she was trying to get free tickets, (She usually can) but she couldn't for this show, so we went through an online site. I hope to God they don't fuck us. All I can say is:...

As A few of you may know, a guy named Frank Warren published a book called 'PostSecret'. I never knew about these books until I came across someone else mentioning them on here in a blog. I started my box of secrets way before I knew of him, and I almost feel relieved that he made these books. I'm not the only person who feels a certain way about things. My Theme for the longest time (as in the...

Well, aparantly someone has realized that I spend a LOT of timne at work surfing Mibba. Seriously, it's not my fault. I can't help it that I have so much extra time on my hands. I can't help if I'm efficient. I work quickly just for those reasons. Well, anyway, I tried to login after lunch, and the site was blocked. Damnit. So someone got wise and started monitoring me. Well, ha ha to them because...

Some of you may know who Gir is. He's the best part of Invader Zim. He's also how I act if I don't take my Straterra in the afternoon. (I have ADHD) All the toilets at work today just decided to overflow and not work. My coworker said to me; "I can't sit on my foot anymore, I have to pee!"I said; "We're all gonna explode like little piggies!" in my gir voice and then giggled like an idiot.GOD...

Number of fishtails in the last three days: at least ten.Number of full spin outs, at least a quarter turn to a full 180: two (one facing oncoming traffic)Number of days I had to take my xanax when I got to work as opposed to before I go to bed because i was having chest pain: two.Number of days the Goddamned city shoudl have called a state of Emergency: two.assholes. And my loyal ass drives to...

Closed while I was writing the slash fic I was going to put up for V-day. Don't feel like re doing it so perhaps another time I'll throw it up here. Warioware for teh Wii is awesome, BTW, as I recieved it today as a gift. Crazy ass Japanese game, but fun. :)

I think it's time to start working on an old story again--one where my BFF and I save the world. Lame? Probably. MCR? Yes. I decided one day to get completely D&D on Gina (my friend in question) and to write a story where we had to go on an adventure. (I get bored, what can I say.) And to save some people. It was while I was having my breakdown that I came up with this idea so naturally it had...

I'm so sick of people looking down on kids with depression or "Emo" kids because they're 'sad all the time.' Yeah, it pisses me off that kids adopted depression as a 'scene', but what can you do? Embrace the fact that there are people out there of any age who suffer from it as well as anxiety and stop beating them up for it. In my field I see we diagnose just as many adults with depression and...

Just something to put in before I upload any work...the story I'm putting up here is based on true events. A lot of the things revealed about Sarah really happened to someone. Not all of the things Sarah does really happened, although the story was a release for me as well, therefore some of it is rather dramatic. I don't condone some of what she did, but it is a story...so there it is. I'll put a...