Ive been single for over 3 weeks now and it has really got me thinking... i know ive done wrong in the past i get it! she doesnt see that ive matured and that ik what she goes through and ik shes hurt.. and she sees all the things i write about other girls but when she sees this stuff she acts like she doesnt.. idk i blame it on my parents... if i were still back were i lived wed still be together...

Every day of our relationship... how i was happy.. i got this girl to play basketball with me which i thought was impossible.. she was wearing a paramore shirt with "three gosties on its :3".. i held her up on my skateboard and held her tightly just so she wouldnt fall and/or get hurt... the hugs were tight and the kisses passionate... i miss her... she had mono.. and i was still by her side...

i left her, foolish of me.. im stupid.. im smart but only when i tend to want to be... if only i didnt move.. it would be 10 months on christmas... CHRISTMAS! reminds me of the christian jokes we made... i cant see ur profile anymore.. if thats what u want... i guess i didnt "train u :)" remember what i said on the road.. nmw im not gunna leave... we explained our lives on the roads.. ive been to...

Tomorrow would be 9 months... if we were still together... i made the worst relationship mistake and now im forced to the worst relationships and they all come back to because theyre not the one for me.. cause she is.. all i think is "courtney would offer to slice your throat from ear to eat!" i only imagin what shes thinking.. her heart probably suffers when she listen to tidwop.. she probably...

Heyy.. imma call my journal scorpion cause i wanna and idc what u says :)Dear, ScorpionI woke up today feeling great as always and popped in my ipod blasting some mayday parade! I had the best Breakfast which was oreos and ice creams!! and u know how much i love ice cream... I biked over to hazleton where i met up with my cuz Nathaniel (A.K.A Bubba :p) and i went over to my best friends kailey and...