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Lo siento para antes, y sé que no hablé mucho.
Estaba ocupado con negocio mudo, pero ahora se hace.
Hablaré más, ahora, para él me hago… para ahora.
¿Cómo va?
¡Soy el hacer bueno!

[b]I haven't talked in Spanish in awhile, please correct my bad spelling![/b]
>.<

yeah i know!
gahhhh i have school tomorrow
and i haven't even started my homework... UGHHHH

It's pretty good
my lil brother and i got in a fight
and then i got a lecture from my mom
then my mom told my dad
and then i got a lecture from my dad
but yeah, it's been pretty good
you?

hahahaha yeah
my brother loves ratatouille though
he loves food =]
but then my friend got all smart on me with the cooking terms >.<
i got confuzzled

watched ratatouille with my brother
pretty much been on the phone all day
then i went to the library so i could do my report
but then i ended up goofing around with my friend
congrats on the test!

hmmm nothing much.
i woke up at like 4
and have been talking on the fone since seven
yeah break is boring...
you?

yep... well talk to you later
gotta get off the comp

more cleaning
doctor's appt
and an ortho appt

lol... me too. but ehhh... so expensive.
so how was your day?

eh i cleaned out my drawers
oh and my aunt locked herself out of her house
and now she took over my bed for the night
since the rest of her fam is in disneyland

oh okie dokie
so watsup?

Don't worry, it was [b]hermoso[/b] advice.
=D
-nods head-
In a way, I guess that my 'father' isn't much to me anymore, I mean, of course he is my father; and sometimes I [b]do[/b] feel the need to be his [b]daughter[/b] and talk to him, and such; but yet, I feel like I shouldn't.
I feel like I should keep my distance.

[b]¿Es extraño?[/b]
ily.

Yep.
Tell me if it's any good!!!

Okay, well I need your advice on something >.<

I'm going to another town soon, [and this town is three hours away from here] and we're going there for numerous reasons.
1. My Ma' must get the seperation papers [with my one and only, father] done, and sign sign, blah blah blah.
2. SHOPPING!!!11!!!1!
3. Uhm, we have to go see my Ma' friends. [ugh]
4. I have to meet my dad. >.<
Number 4 would have to be the end.
Cause I haveen't seen him for like, 6 months now. You probably have no idea what I'm talking about, so read this:

Well, in January 2007, my father (in that time, he was 40), decided he wanted to do something with his life. I was happy for him, duh! And supported him with wanted to go to college. My mom and my sister also did, which he found great, he went January 1. But we didn't know what was coming, at all!
The dilemma was, that the college was 3 hours away, in another town, or more likely, a city. But he still wanted to take that crazy challenge! (in that city, I also have relatives there.) So, we would visit him at his apartment, close to college. I remember visiting him...thinking the bed was a safe place to sit on. Then came along June, and things peeked out from his head. Like: On 'face book', he was getting weird gifts(kisses, hugs and crap like that) and my mom was hyperventilating, it was another woman! Then, out of nowhere, my mom gets a call and poof! He tells her that he's been cheating. I fucking cried, I had the right to cry, right? I remember getting nightmares that I'd suicided, but I didn't tell anyone.
All my friends drifted away from me, and I was all alone. I'd stick in my room and listen to my favorite bands all day, all night, not even blinking. I was in this 'thinking phase' my counselor likes to call it. I find it rather annoying, anyway. She got back with him, and that set a nerve. I was fucking pissed! And then he cheated on her, again. And me and my sister were going through hell and back, hell and back. My mother was on the phone constantly, never having time with us.
And then, she went back with him, and then he came here, to where we live (he 'quit' college.) but he got called back to go finish it. And we didn't know he was with 'her'. I couldn't take it anymore and moved out my new roommate, Sara(same age as me, we've been best friends since birth, and I'm not kidding). I was already in college; it was hard.
And then, one night, my dad left my mom and sister, and my mom called friends and more friends. Making my sister feel left out more than ever.
So yeah, now its January 2008, time for a new year, and it just got worse
My mother is fucking depressed and nothing will make her happy for a week or two. Not even Mr. Bean or stupid disney movies! She got drunk last week-end, and it hurt me to see her so drunk and fucked up like that. The sadest part is, she weights less then me, she smokes more than an smoke-addict and is always negative about herself and worried like shit. I'm mad as hell, why can't she just stop the whining, bitching, ignoring and all? Ugh!

That was my journal entry [sorry for making you read so much!] on mibba. And now, it's time for me to see him, after tomorrow. And I don't feel ready, but I feel like everyone's making me do it...
Helpies?[b]
ily.[/b]

Lo siento si es demasiado largo.

i cleaned out my closet...
it took me three hours
and i'm still not done with all of my clothes

absolutely fun...
So how was your day?

Tuna?
I dunno.
=O

I need your advice on something.
>.<
Can you help?

oh wow that sucks.
eh i went to borders...
but that's about it...
oh and i just wne tot the mall and my mom bought me girly things...
GAH!!!

yeah! that movie is good. really good.
so hwo was your day today?

¿Qué?
Esto es lo que dijiste:
" ¡bonitos tan muy del que del por de las disposiciones del tus del si amo todos del pero [b]!!! " [/b];
Cuál significa: "but if master all layouts so that under very tuna!"

¿…? Muy confuso a mí, no preocuparte, yo están seguro que puedes entenderme apenas, también.
<3 ily.