It's something we can't deny.I feel it.I see it.I hear it.I know it.But yet, I'm still not comfortable with it, nor will I ever be.I just want things to be back the way they were the first day.Before any shit.Before any feelings.Before any hurt.Before any tears.Before any fighting.Before everything.Back when my feelings were secret.And secrets were my best friend.When a simple smile could get me...

Look at what you're doing to me.Do you even care?I know you don't. and it kills me.Scars upon scars become layers and that only causes me to put up more walls you say you try to break through.Maybe if you showed you cared a little more, there wouldn't be those walls put up.Maybe if you took the time to ask questions and not just ignore what happens, I would let you in.But you haven't even thought...

Interesting times are interesting.When I think things are getting easier, life has to take a huge shit on my head.Everything started yesterday, and I again I face everything alone.He's gone for a while.And I'm not sure what is going to happen.I'm terrified of what happened between him and his ex to happen to us.What am I supposed to do?He's pissed cause I'm sad and wary.I'm sad and cautious...

i really don't like it when people ask me what i'm going to do with my life,i know i may look like i've got it figured out,but i fake it well,the reality is,i'm barely making it through today,and i sure as hell don't know how i'm going to make it through tomorrow,or even if i will,people can't tell me,i sure as hell don't know,so who does.i've turned away from everything i know,everyone hates me...