I'm gonna do it. I'm going to tell my boyfriend about my ADHD and depression, and praying to god he still is going to like me the same. I'm terrified. I don't want him to leave, then what do I do? I don't want him to treat me any different either, I like the way we are now.I'm so scared and I just need to let it out, and get some advice. I'm shaking with fear right now. Please help me. What do I...

Two years ago, my mom died and I was there when it happened. I don't open up to people about it, but I think it's about time to get some feelings out I've been keeping inside for the years she's been gone.I was fifteen when she died. She was my whole world, we would go out for pasta every Thursday after school, she would take me shopping when I wanted something new that was in, she was the best...

So I have the most annoying girl in my History class. Since we are doing a unit on war, she freaks out when we talk about it she's always like..."My brother's in the war, you don't understand it's so hard for me to deal with all this war stuff at school, it's so unfair the school makes me do this I have it harder than anyone else in this room."And that's a quote, exactly what she said. I just...

So here's the deal. You may remember me talking about Patrick from my last journal, maybe, maybe not. (and thanks for all the hate on my rant by the way, always appreciated...sarcasm) But anyway, I was right. He liked me, and asked me to homecoming. I said yes.So everything's just good and dandy right? The cute guy asks me to homecoming, I say yes, we live happily ever after, no. I'm starting not...

So I'm working on a project in a class called IT Systems, which is basically a dorky computer class everyone is required to take in order to graduate right? So were working on this poster thing, where we have to explain the process of how information from Google gets to your computer, right? So it didn't work out for my original partner. She was a fat, (extremely) ugly, troll who didn't do any...

So I love when scremo/rock fans hate on music like Selena Gomez or Justin Bieber or Miley Cyrus. Alright, don't get me wrong. Not all of them do it. It's the ones that do that bother me. The ones that go..."Nobody hates on our music, it must be better"Honestly, if anyone knew that 'Panic at the disco' wasn't an old 70's flick, they probably would. Taste in music is a matter of opinion, but the...

Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! IS THE BEST HOLIDAY OF THE YEAR! anyone who says 'Halloween isn't a holiday' can SHUT THE HELL UP BECAUSE IT IS A F*CKING HOLIDAY AND THE BEST ONE AT THAT!Sorry about my spaz there, I'm excited because Halloween is next month, and it's my favorite day of the year. Right now I'm shopping for my costume and I need major help, because I have no idea what to choose so...

My dress to too tight. I can barely breathe and I almost broke the zipper trying to zip it on, and Brooke was laughing because she fit into it fine. I can't believe I don't fit into a size 2 dress size anymore! I feel fat.I'm also wearing Brooke's shoes which are a size 6 and I finally squeezed into them but my fat feet are numb now. I can't like it. But I have to live with it. I'm not wearing my...

Well today's a good day, I'm going to another party tonight! I'm going with Brooke again, but this one should kicka**. I never had a beerblast before but we are tonight! It should be fun were going on campus of her sister's collage (I forget where, but I'll let you know when I find out) so her sister is taking us both. Nobody needs to know were both underaged.IT'S HOW WE ROLL DOUGH!Yes I learned...

Yeah, today isn't the best day I've ever had. It's not that anything bad happened to me, I'm just in a shitty mood, thats all. When I'm in a shitty mood I swear. In my journals I had the word fuck in the title. Don't tell me what words I can and can't put in my titles. Theyre my titles. Deal with it, because people who hate on it aren't worth my time and what they say isn't going to do shit. They...

Since journals are like my thing here, I like looking around and reading them. But something thats pretty new and I hate are idiots trying to 'sell products' here or trying to scam people. It's getting out of hand, and turning into spam.Nobody here is going to give anyone money, and nobody's going to believe that you are actually going to sell them something from mibba. It's stupid. I'm not sure...

The world isn't ending. It's hurricane season, and it's not rare for a hurricane to strike in August. Earthquakes are the moving of tectonic plate, they move everyday. Sometimes they move more rapidly, causing earthquakes. I know this is scary, and my prayers are with the people involved in the earthquake and the hurricane but the world is not ending. It's a rumor. People like to start shit like...

Is anyone watching America's Got Talent tonight? It's the best show ever, totally. I'm a fanatic. I was so bummed when J Chris Newburg went home last week. It seems like comedians always get the short end of the stick, which sucks because he was one of my favorite acts.Good news! Demi Lovato is going to be preforming live tommorow at the results which should be exciting! The results are always my...

Well, right now it's about two o'clock and I haven't gotten up to do anything but grab something to eat for breakfast from the pantry. I guess the best thing to do would be to get up and get dressed and put on my makeup or something. That's what I'm about to do after I finish writing this journal. As an obsessive journal writer here, I thought it was important to let you know every aspect of what...

So lately things around mibba have gotten pretty boring. So I decided to try to meet some new people, which is kind of hard to do. Unless you poke! So what I've been doing is going to the forums, and you know where they have a list of everyone who is online and links to their profile? I've been clicking random users and just poking them. So if you've been poked, congrats I noticed you!If you...

Hey! Goodmorning! How have you been? Did you sleep well? I didn't. I had the most awkward dream. I had eight toes on one foot and my big toe was in the middle and my school tried to send me to a school for freaks. It was weird, and I have no idea where it came from. Whatever.My second point of bussiness is that on my 'Stupid Grammar Rant' I specifically said 'No Haters' and I got one comment. From...

I just noticed that who ever writes the rules sounds like my fat, ugly, mean english teacher from my junior year. When I was writing my last journal (and this one) in red letters near the top of the screen it says quote: "The topic of your journal has to be something worthwhile and canot be silly spam. You need to put effort into your journals."Actually the "O" in "cannot" is an awkward square...

I woke up this morning, watched some Family Guy (I love that show, I want to keep Stewie in my house) and that ended up being the first three hours of my day. Later, my brother told me that Ashton Kutcher was replacing Charlie Sheen on Two and a Half Men, which suprised me. Apparently I am the only person in the world who didn't know it. My grandpa already knew. It was kind of embarassing.I logged...

So lately, I've been flirting alot. Why you ask? Because I went to a party with my friend Brooke and everyone was with someone, well mostly everyone. Even Brooke had a date, and she got out of the slammer like three weeks ago. I'm pretty jealous because he's hot.I feel ugly. I don't have a boyfriend. And I haven't had one for awhile. Now I'm sad. But on the bright side I've been finding cute guys...

I was watching some celebirty news thingy on yahoo.com and found out that Justin Bieber is the highest paid teen star. He made $53 MILLION last year. I also found out that Selena made only $5 million, but they are still the highest paid teen couple with a total of $58 million. That's a lot. These are the times I wish I was a celebirty, haha.Today is one of those days where the mirror tells you...