JackTheBloody

Name
JackTheBloody
Age
32
Gender
Female
Location
United States
Joined date
January 2nd, 2008

The Insantity

A sudden realization,
of certain fascination.

To harm oneself,
is to harm another.
And to not care,
is to despise the other.

The only way,
I can keep the fear away.

I'm not afraid of loosing you,
but of you losing yourself.
Not of losing your love,
but keeping yourself high on a shelf.

To hide from the other,
is to betray the other.

Somtimes I believe,
that the best way is to just stop.
To not let the tears fall,
not a single drop.

To cry these tears,
is to satisfy my fears.

I love you too much,
so if you do anything I care.
And everytime you hurt youself,
you always give me a scare.

To love you is to wonder,
what will keep my heart from going under.

I think it's possible,
you will understand one day.
And when you finally see it,
I love you is all I'll say.

To be your lover,
is to care for you forever.

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TO ---
I HEED not that my earthly lot
Hath-little of Earth in it--
That years of love have been forgot
In the hatred of a minute:--

I mourn not that the desolate
Are happier, sweet, than I,
But that you sorrow for my fate
Who am a passer-by.

(1829. Edgar Allan Poe)

The only reason people don't see things ,bad things, that happen is because they choose not to, they don't want to, they think that just "believing" it isn't there means it's not but thinking that just makes it even worse. Why? because.. you aren't prepared...

-Courtney

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