fears

I am so happy I could cry it feel like it feel, its feel I could breath again as if something was on my stopping breathing well. I most say this right now but I had the most awful summer ever! My dad move out on fathers day mum was very unhappy. I felt like death feeling it’s my fault that things had fallen apart and what ever I do its me which things go wrong. I always felt it when I was young,...
September 6th, 2011 at 08:59pm

i am happy again

I am so happy and I don’t know why I am happy. Maybe its because I am back at university tomorrow doing my 2nd year in fine art but I am scare at the same time and I am getting stress about it so much that I find it hard to finish my meal and also I have started to drink a lot of water the reason for this is in my 1st year there I would drink water since it healthier then juice. I have also...
September 6th, 2011 at 08:42pm

DAD

i don't know if i love my dad or hate him the easy thing i can feel is nothing so i nothing him. he would say the main reason he has split from mum is he was making her unhappy n me why use me as anther reason why can't he just say hes a cunt.i got my brothers n sister n my mum we need no1 not even family on dad's side. but i feel very hurt that my dad still ok 4 him 2 hurt my mum cos she fall out...
September 2nd, 2011 at 12:52pm

thinking bout the past yet again

I hav often think bout my past @ my 2nd school which a boarding school 2 kids who got speak problems. So I had 2 go there 2 help me with my bad dyslexia. I hated the school so much it is when my bad mind gains had started in was only 11 yrs old n my mum told me hers started when she was 25. Mind gains r headaches but much more awful.At this school there were 2 kind of kids so the cool kids n the...
September 1st, 2011 at 01:14pm