i worry for her

its true. i pity my friend. she is sweet, kind a good friend but, she is weak of mind,naive even, and most of all she is eccentric to where society will frown upon her. she doesn't understand the real world. she lives life as a child and i worry for her sake. she has long since past the age where is was OK to close your eyes to the ugly harsh reality of life. she cant even tolerate a voice that is...
January 2nd, 2012 at 06:42am

i scare myself sometimes

Sometimes I want to disappear from this world. I love my family and I love my friends but sometimes I can feel something inside me stir and it scares me. it is a feeling-a dark feeling. it makes me wish it was something solid so I could at least do something about it. But its there and it scares me.It feels big sometimes. It feels invisible other times. But it always is dark, darker than a cave at...
December 31st, 2011 at 06:09am

To my little demons in life

Look, i get it, I'm not pretty enough to be a model, but you don't need to be so rude an mean about it. Do you even know how much time and effort i put in to looking just half way decent? God its no wonder most models are just glitz-ed up suicides if i were the even the same person i was before i would have just been another girl hanging in the closet. i used to go through life freaking out every...
September 20th, 2011 at 03:03am