This kid really likes me, but I don't have the slightest interest in him. I've told him straight up, "I like you as a friend; no more than that." And he said he understands. But he doesn't leave me alone.Lately, as immature as it is, I've been ignoring him. I feel terrible about it, but he literally doesn't leave me alone. So many times I've tried to drop him hints to back off, and that didn't...

BECAUSE MICROSOFT WORD IS A DOUCHEBAG.I always save things constantly because it's just my luck that my computer will f-ck up in the middle of writing something. Of course, this time, I didn't save it because I wasn't expecting it to be as long as it ended up being. I was too caught up in typing it. I went to go save it, but somehow, some way, managed to close it. It asked, "Would you like to save...

I'm watching Family Guy. It's the old episode where the apocalypse occurs and Peter creates New Quahog. Hence where I got the beginning of the title."Sex is awkward."I beg to differ. If you're having sex, you should be open enough with whoever it is you're having sex with to keep it from being awkward. Unless you're just an overly awkward person to begin with.I guess I just don't understand...

I explained in my previous journal that I am extremely angry with Alex. And I still am. Really f-cking angry. But we talked about it and he apologized...yet still doesn't see anything wrong with it. Not going to lie, I do hold grudges, especially when someone betrays my trust like that. But I forgave him as much as I could allow myself to.And it truly sucks. Alex is my best friend and I know he's...

REALLY? YOU'RE TOO SCARED TO TALK TO ME, SO YOU TELL EVERYONE ELSE OUR PERSONAL PROBLEMS? F-ck that and f-ck you! I cannot even begin to tell you how angry it makes me when someone doesn't have the balls to talk to me, so they tell everyone else.Please, for the sake of my sanity, do not tell everyone my personal problems. It's like my friend coming on here and posting a journal saying, "So, Ruthie...

I think I'm addicted to NyQuil. Is that possible? I know there's alcohol in it; I just don't know how much / if it's enough to be able to be legitimately addicted to it. (Dumb question, I'm sure.)When I was in high school, I would take it when I desperately needed to sleep and couldn't. It was like a domino effect because, the night afterward, I wouldn't be able to sleep, either, so I'd take some...

For those of you who don't know, my username is a shout-out to a band called Motionless In White. They have a song called "Creatures," and people who are die-hard fans of the band are called creatures. I just put "c creature" because it sounds like "sea creature" and I like sea creatures. (It was actually, more or less, a mistake. But I dig it.)They have a song you may or may not know called...

I'm typing this from my phone. Alex is currently riding around the Target I work at on a razor scooter. Thank god I'm off the clock. I worked the morning today and got out about two hours ago. Now we're just wandering about looking for some shtuff.I'm stoked for this tattoo! I'll post pictures as soon as I get home, but Alex and I may be going out to dinner after I get it. So I'm not sure how soon...

I LOOOOOOOOVE THIS WEATHER.It's 58 degrees and the humidity is like 42%. Do you know how long I've been waiting for this weather? It's not even cold; it's just...sweater weather. I f-cking love it. I cannot stand the heat. I'm stoked for the winter to come, and it to be in the 20s / 30s for weeks on end. But right now, I can settle with the high 50s.It's supposed to get to the mid 60s, but that's...

"I don't wash my hands after I use my own bathroom."Are you f-cking kidding me?That's disgusting.If you wash your hands after using the bathroom in a restaurant, at a grocery store, at WalMart, or anywhere in public... Why wouldn't you wash your hands after using your own bathroom? Am I the only one that's disgusted by that? Someone said that to me, and I'm honestly disturbed and in shock. It's...

"Bulletproof Love" by Pierce The Veil is under the 'metal' section on OnDemand. That kind of confused me. I never thought of them as a metal band, or even close. I know they're post-hardcore-y, but. Still.Anyway, I don't know how people listen to them. Now if they got a new singer, I could. I'm not hating or bashing or whatever you want to call it. It's as simple as I "greatly dislike" that guy's...

Joking about rape? Don't. Just...please, for the sake of others, don't. To joke about any sort of harassment is just wrong. It's a serious topic and shouldn't be thrown around so lightly.I do laugh at things that shouldn't be laughed at, and no, I don't always have a guilty conscience over it. We all do that. But when people constantly joke about rape, molestation, pedophilia, abuse, etc it...

Uh, can I work at a grocery store from now on? At a Stop & Shop nearby, there's this really hot guy that works in produce. I saw him filling a gigantic box with watermelons.I've never seen someone so hot in my life. I'm in awe. I want to do all of my grocery shopping there from now on lmao. I'm kidding, that's creepy. But have you ever seen someone so sexy in your life, like, sexy enough to...

I love my mom, don't get me wrong.But... My friend is over (yes, Alex, yes he is still kicked out) and I do NOT love to see my mom in a bathing suit. She's thin and healthy, but... BUT SHE'S MY MOM.I mean, Alex doesn't care. He's a close friend of mine and has seen the worst of my family and myself. But...MOM!To clear things up, no, she doesn't wander around in a bathing suit. She's going out to...

I have my period. My stomach hurts, my back hurts, my head hurts, my legs hurt. I feel like absolute sh*t right now. Every time I have this, my entire spine feels like its on fire and like the small of my back is bruised so badly.Honestly, I'd do anything to never have my period again. -__- I NEVER cry out of pain, and I always do when I have mine. Alwaaays. I'm on birth control for it, I have...

I just totally spammed some poor girl's journal with 40+ comments.... I'm never using my phone to comment on a journal ever again. o__oI clicked "submit" once. After a good minute or two it says, "an error has occurred. Would you like to try again?" I just closed out of it because I figured I'll comment later when I get home or back on the computer. Nope, I look at it and there are dozens of me...

JUST KIDDING. I know it's not "fair" to say something like that ^ because I don't know the first thing about being a guy.But I would have a lot of fun having a penis for a day. But I'm just doing a lot of b*tching and moaning right now, and reason numero uno is because I'm bleeding.Last night, I stayed at this crappy hotel with Alex because we didn't feel like driving home from the Within...

Journal #2 in a few minutes? I think so. (Sorry about that lol.)Alex is on his Facebook and I just saw so many pictures of people getting drunk, high, or smoking cigarettes. I don't understand why.You party?You get high?You drink?You smoke?You do all of the above? Cool, so do I, as well as the majority of the people you are friends with.But why would you post pictures somewhere, like Facebook,...